so many reasons to stay ; so many reasons to let go.

A Thousand Year.

2012-02-14T23:14:00.009+08:00

Indeed. Neglected this tiny space of mine for so long as though it has been "A Thousand Year" by - Christina Perri.

October till now, a good 4months. Suddenly, i have no idea how to start off an entry. Damn, im really stucked! Ahhhh. Okay, i'll talk about today and then rewind backwards?

February 14th, needless to say, everyone should understand this date well enough. Happy Valentine's Day, Yay! Of course, this day was made not for couples ONLY, but friends and family too! Have you guys expressed your love towards your 24/7 loving parents? Or friends who have been there for you during your up down times? Although people always say that today is not the only day whereby you can show people how much you love/appreciate them. Then again, what is this date made for? It doesn't mean that those thoughtful guys who went queueing in the long line for bouquet of flowers are especially nice to their soulmate only on this day. Right? Still, i hoped all of the human beings had a great day today! Mine was splendid though we didnt head to any high end restaurant. I believe ultimately its the one who spend with you matters. Thank you Mr Ang for hunting down the clutch i adore though you always nagged at me saying that i have too much bags, shoes, watches, etc. Nevertheless, you'll always contradict by saying "Girls will never find their things too much." I love you, Boyfriend.

Moving on, im currently waiting for my major exam to commence and its the last battle before i end my Polytechnic life. Its been 3years, bittersweet feelings when i think about graduation. Part of it was those awesome friends i've made and those times we had together - i label it "Memories." I am fortunate to have them with me throughout my 3years. Somewhat, things are gonna be different after we graduate. Some choose to work, some choose to further study and of course the guy who can't runaway from, NS. Our lives may lead differently, but i hope that we will remember each other by the heart. I will organize frequent meet ups, we shall always stay connected! Love you, people - Mangos, Stalking & 2 guys! <3

Let's talk about CNY 2012! Heh. Actually, every year its the same routine. However, this year i felt that not much time were spent with my relatives. Hopefully, next year will get better. Every year i hoped for the better, but every year it disappoints me. Kinship, i take it hard because Blood is thicker than water. Anyway, headed to a few new houses this year for visiting! Happy, because i see everyone smiling away on such a joyous occassion! (: Not forgetting my clique, this year i had a hard time picking out an almost-perfect date for everyone to join in the house visiting. But, im glad that most of them came and we had a real fun and laughing time together, the most memorial part was @ZH's place - #EpicMoment!

Alright, im almost done. Hopefully it wouldn't be long for my next post to be seen! My favourite month coming its way.. HEHEHE! =)
Im not born realistic. But this world is.

Last Semester.

2011-10-11T18:17:00.003+08:00

Yes, i'm back to school.

Last semester.

Suddenly,

I feel that 3years is just that fast.

Before you realise,

its time you step into the REAL word.

Lucks to all Year 3s!

Last fight!

Period. I mean, EXAM Period.

2011-08-17T16:38:00.004+08:00

FINALLY! Peektures, Hahaha! Alright, back to study my last UTs for this wholeeeeeee semester! Thank God.
Good Day, People! <3

Never give up in whatever you believe in, 'cos believing is a power you can never underestimate.

Enchanting.

2011-08-14T23:07:00.006+08:00

Status is never important to me.
Its only an attribute.
What matters most is the <3 thats being taken away.

It's SUMMER!

2011-08-06T13:01:00.002+08:00

The month of SUMMER is hereeeee! Unfortunately, Singapore's climate is always this hot, else it would be raining then. 4 Seasons, wont happen in SG, :( Wondering what has the picture above got to do with Summer? The picture was taken during Summer time and then it leads to the genre of the picture - Summer Love. (:

Personally, i adore this picture because of the effect which left me an excultant feel lingering around. No choice, i just had to post this up! Well, the main reason would probably be the lack of pictures from my side. I havent been taking pictures with my clique! That rings a bell that we should really plan fr a hang out S-O-O-N!

A hefty load off my chest, because 3rd of August marked my final lap for FYP1. Before FYP2 is coming its way to haunt me, im thankful that i have a quality break before it commence again. Im really grateful to my team members who went through the journey with me, who helped me along my way and everything. We are people with different characters, thus, we may have friction here and there. But, im delighted to say that we have overcome it as a TEAM. My deepest gratitude to Partner, Keshia and Shiyi. <3

Its Week 14 already. Next week will be the last week of school. Few entries back, i was still jotting down on my new semester's class, now its coming to an end. This sem has been pretty kind for me, i made a number of new friends and we joked around, eat together. With a bit of luck, i would want to bump into any of them in my next semester class. Forlornly, next semester is my last semester in Republic Poly. Time files in the blink of eye.

That's all for now. Finish loading my shows "On The Fringe", currently airing on Channel 8, 9PM. An excellent drama series that i urged y'all not to miss! All the best to all whose exams are round the corner, which includes mine! :D

If we lower our expectations, we see beyond what we can't.

Time Will Tell.

2011-06-26T14:26:00.005+08:00

Time won't wait for us, stop for us nor remind you that every second is like a gem.

After every second, the previous second becomes a past. The only thing we can do is reminiscence. However, we always dont practice what we preach. Such a pity. Time becomes a crucial factor when stress and work is pilling up. But, frequently procastination is the devil that leads to why time management fails.

Nowadays, it has become exceeding clear to me on how much i would want to take back every month after i stepped into the society. How much would be sufficient to suit future's economy? The expenses for our next generation would require much more than what our parents are giving us now. I have plan out various routes that i would like to take. Degree, for sure i can't run away frm it. Well, routes that i would like to take and society is willing to accept anot is a different thing. Oh wells, life is gonna be so challenging for us even before you realse it.

Youth that are born in a wealthy family, they seems to be standing on top of the world. They dont see themselves beneath the world 'cos they have a certain belief that it won't happen. I hope someone would knock into their head and prove them so wrong. Lucky, most of my richy friends they aren't like this. They remain as humble as anyone should be and they don't flaunt whatever luxuries they have. I really loathe those rich people who spurn on those ordinary people. I hope they will get a taste of how it feels and reflect on their doings! Terribly human beings on Earth! Someone who is arrogant and using their pea brain whenever making a statement are as horribly too. If you can't afford to buy sth, dont bragged about it. It doesn't level up your image, instead its like applying blemishes to it. So, save you talk and get back to reality!

Just extrating a small part of my leisure time to do a short post. Hope its not too dry! The last thing that my post is lack of is this - (:

PS: I'm going to private my blog soon.

Leopard can't change its spot.

A Pivot.

2011-06-16T23:21:00.004+08:00

Work, will always stay as Work.
Sisters, will always stay as Sisters.
We need to learnt to segregate it well.

Shows can be a RE-Play.

2011-06-08T10:33:00.010+08:00

O.o, Here for a short update again! HAHAHA! Alright, im feeling plain bored. So i decided to pen down some random stuffs.

No idea who she is? Shes Leighton Meester! A really HOT babe! *SlurpsSlurps* Okay, actually i dont know much about this Texas lady till i started watching Gossip Girls & now its Season 4 already. I can repeat watching them over and over again without getting tired of it! HEHE! And i still remember who introduced me to this show! It was Sarah Lee - Scandal, i wonder if she reads my blog! But yay, i credit you! :D

If i were to state the plus points of hers, i guess the most significant one is her "Fashion Sense". Ohh yes, perhaps it may not be her but those crews behind that were giving the helping hands. Frankly speaking, she looks uber gorgeous in EVERY clothes thats on her. I mean, EVERY PIECES, not to leave out any. I love the alluring eyes of hers! So attractive, zomg. People who might have watched this show may not really like her in terms of her character as "Blair Waldrof". She can be as mean as anyone and her bitchy-ness will make you go screaming and yelling! Deep down, shes actually really beautiful! (: Those girls who are a fan of hers, do keep yourself alert for her upcoming movie with Selena.G - MONTE CARLO (tbc) :D

YAY! Its Wednesday todayyy! Im looking forward to meet up w my Clique later, the ones that used to study under one class, W46M. Its been a long time since, the Mango and Photography PJX hangs out tgt! Now, this time has arrived! Woohoooo, im on cloud nine! :D I seriously can't wait for the night to knock on my door! Please, let the clock tick faster todayyy! We gonna capture countless peektures and let it speaks how much fun we had and i bet its gonna be remarkable for all of us! HEHEHEHEEE!

They say, True Friends should be honest be one another, then i guess, i should too.

PARTNER,
We ought to be truthful in everything we said. We can't deny what we've said. We are young adults, some words can hurt even though you didnt mean to say it. Everyone has their mentality on what is a Club. So yours is? More to the minus side, i assume bcos you gave more criticism than i expected. Everyone go club for a reason. Some for fun, some for drinks, some for grind, some for dirty stuffs, some for music, some for dance, some for a breather etc. There are voluminous reasons to why each individual would drop by there. Its not like, anyone GOOD people that stepped in, they deserve to be titled as BAD when they stepped out. That's not fair, totally. Just like how you can't compare a well-behaved poly student with a JC student that clubs. If this comparison is made, then what makes you to be? I dont mind you pin pointing that club is an unpleasant place. But, now the issue is not about the place, its about how you literally use club to conclude the judgemental comments on us.

"You all that clique drink one, bad one. We this clique dont drink one." This is the sentence that you said and made my heart sank. You drew a clear line, right away. How about me saying that to you? How would you have feel? I dont know about you. But, bcos you're someone that i trusted alot and you know me inside out on what kind of person i am, to my surprise this is what i get in return. Yes, & if you think i would have to wait till now to turn bad? I dont have to. If i wanna turn bad, i wouldnt have wait till now, i would when someone asked me for a puff. I have my own principle and i know what kind of person i want to be so, i wont take the risk in taking the unrightful path.

I know you are not the kind that will say all these nasty stuffs, but i dont know which devil got into you. Germaine, Fareen, Keshia and JX - they are the people that are with me since year 1 sem 2. You couldn't understand our bonding just like how i couldn't understand your Stalking bonding. But bonding isnt the deterrent to make friends. Just like you say, on different situations, we may have different comments about each of them. But no matter what, me and them are still a clique. If i ever badmouth about your Stalking people, im sure you would speak up for them also. Likewise, for me. All these talking are not for myself only. I dont say all these for no reason. I dont want us to have secrets lingering around when we are unhappy about each other. Only this then can we prolong our friendship. <3

I've said my piece.

"If im a bad girl, then stay away from me."

J for June!

2011-06-03T22:51:00.003+08:00

And yes, finally i had some little time to spare for this little dusty B.

School has been pretty kind to me. Classmates were friendly people and i really love those interactive conversations that goes on and on be it module related or those casual talks about our life. Facilitators were nice too, but for 1 i guess? Perhaps, her expectations were too high or that i didnt reached her minimum requirement and if you could tell me i am an introvert person, then i dont see the reason. Oh, i might miss out this critical point, biasness. I really hate that, really. Thats not fair from what i see and how those students that were under her commented about the unfairness in gender. Is there a word called Genderist? Okay, wh-whatever. No matter what, i wont give up in her lesson and i will remind myself to do more than what is expected. True enough, i dont think i deserve the hilarious grade that you're giving now. There's no limit to how far someone can excel, Right. Other than her, i guess the rest of my facilitator were fair enough in their grading. Its not because im petty or what that i have to not get over this small issue, but its only when you found that every of your participation would just mean - Nothing.

Alright! Off from that, im having my well-deserved short break, 10 days. Thanks, RP! Good & Bad. Im having my holis but, that doesnt mean i can run away frm fyp. HAHA. Verdict for this holiday? Its just like any school day, no difference either way. Studying is my occupation, i shan't whine much on this! (: On side note, i think i still ought to draft out some time to hang out with my friends, the usual Clique i would say. Anw, a tick on my list bcos last night i manage to have dinner tgt w Partner, Jx & Zh over @ Marché! Yay, my first v.trip there! :D We treat Zh as a form of saying thankyou to him for fetching us to school everyday and saved up alot of our transportation fees! Thank You, very much. Appreciated much. (:

Next week will definitely be an exciting week for me i reckon. HEHEHE! =D Gonna have nights out w Clique! Im soooo looking forward to it, can't wait! (: Im so thankful for these bunch of happy pills, y'know. They are the people that i least thought we would stay this far. But, we did. Someone say, Friendships may not lasts, True friends may leave, but well, our bonding is something you can't belittle of. (:

Moviebites! For May, i caught "Fast&Furious 5" twice, mad-awesome! Havent been hitting the cinema for quite sometime. First, Jx partial-ed and initially he intend to go home to sleep but was dragged by me to catch FF5 w Germaine. Then second was with Mark. We went to Plaza Sing to catch it! The seats were so comfy, i likeee! Same movie with the same effect, 5/5! To sum up the month - May, i didnt really had time for movies. If im not wrong Taylor Lautner is going to have a debut in "Abduction"! *IMMAEGGCITED*

Im going to end my post with an unkind tone bcos i feel that the lady isnt being fair to someone who loved her as much. I dont care whether if you know its you anot, i just feel that you're being too one-sided. Every failure of a r/s doesnt purely comes frm one party. To be precise, its TWO. Just like how you guys started a r/s in the beginning, you need to have 2 nods for your love life to kick start. People say r/s have its honeymoon period, yours ended hastily. Who was it to blame? Just becos you dislike interaction w his friends, you dislike staying at home & slack w him, dislike him not reporting his whereabouts etc. Yes, and there you conclude that hes the BAD guy, while you're the innocent one? How nice of you, good job! His mistakes was saying V.day was bullshit and even he has time for you, he didnt wanna meet up bcos all you know is to pick tiffs or make a nuisance over sth. I am NOT being bias bcos i have see how much you've humiliated him and through your blog, you definitely got yourself well-placed in a safe manner. Now, are you happy? The humiliations wasnt done once, twice or thrice. Every post thats associated w the Love, youre bound to humiliate him, once again. Arent you tired of it? A game is a game, when its over, dont go back rubbing on your wounds, you'll only make yourself look more like a pathetic loser. All your entries were about his faults and not yours, thats a LIE. You went behind him to meet your ex-bf and you think your act of doing is right? Wow, im "proud" of that, young lady. You've a boyfriend right now, but youre always posting about the past like "Forget who treats you bad blah blah blah". I didnt wrote this chunk for no reason, its bcos i think a man like him doesnt deserve the umpteen times of humiliation from YOU. "If life is a joke, then youre the biggest JOKE to his life."

1:00AM, i shall sleep now. Goodnight people! Its JUNE already. :D

When things are not in place,
dont force it.
'Cause, you'll receive nothing but Hurt.

Mix & Match.

2011-05-01T02:22:00.008+08:00
Time check : 2.23AM

Couldnt rmb much what happened for the past few days. For one thing i need to know is to welcome FYP, upcoming exams, weekly meetings etc with my warm arms. This is the LAST year of my Polytechnic life, i couldnt expect anything lesser than these. Whatever it takes, i will have to persevere and make it through. No pain, No gain.

It can be easy to give people encouraging words. But, its NOT easy when you need it, yourself. Whats more when you need those words yet friends there who used to pour sorrows to you arent there? Im not referring to me, but others. Yes, we should not forget people who used to help us up when we need anyone there, who used to standby us when nobody does, who used to comfort us when our parents couldnt really understand us, who used to contribute to part of the happiest moment of life, who used to love you wholeheartedly. Friends come and go, while some, they make friends with a true heart just for a truthful friendship to exist.

Yesterday, i just told my Mom that i've made the best clique of friends in my poly. Really, they're the bunch of people i want them to come and never go. Y'know, friends are hard to find, when you've found it, dont let it go easily. Who says best friends doesnt have conflict? After every rain, we'll see a Rainbow. I'll do what it takes to salvage friendships like these. Some people are worth the time of yours however, not all. I would say my poly clique of friends, they're worthy of it.

Why do YOU come back after you've betrayed your love, not enough? I wouldnt make this judgemental comment but, your actions irks me. Now, you're single. It doesnt gives you a good excuse to make a comeback. Please, stay away.

Achieving so much, but you do realise, you lack of truelove.

Understood / Mis-Understood?

2011-03-17T23:32:00.004+08:00

Sensitive topic, AT LEAST to me.

Perhaps, the simplest question to kick off w this topic was "Define Love."

Its naturally that majority can come up w tons of common answers like "Love is willing to sacrifice fr the one you love", "Love is to accept everything of the opposite be it good or bad", "Love is having trust", "Love is giving and doesnt asks fr a payback", "Love is ..." etc & true enough, im not surprised by all these statements. Those statements are never wrong. Well, here goes the saying, "Easier said than done."

Different people may have different ranking in their LOVE priorities, is that the right term to use? Hah. Some may feel that getting to know one and other may be good bef taking a step further or some may think that trust can be slowly nutured along the way. Whereas for me, i guess, Trust is the foremost vital factor for a r/s to commence. Some may say every r/s has its "honeymoon period" indeed, some couples never fail to prove that right. Tiffs, quarrels, cold shoulders are inevitable. Every human being are born w different characters thus, its not easy to meet each & everyone's cup of tea. With this difference, we came about learning the word - COMPROMISE. When things dont turn out the way both parties want, one has to give in and that leads to the phrase ; "Love is about giving in."

One ample reason fr me to title this as "sensitive" topic is only bcos im not attached. So, who was i to judge the power of letter L. However, i ought to get that idea outta my head, bcos i've seen some couples getting tgt & surprisingly halfway thru - Love can be a hindrance. "Do you love me?", "How deep do you love me?" .. Arent these doubts supposed to be clarified at the very start? Your say, then.

Relationship can never be 100marks. Sometimes, both parties can't see their mistakes. Take a soccer match for example, who can vision the bigger picture better? The spectators. Well, for rs, it would be Friends. Involved parties are always overwhelmed by Love. Friends are the people whom we can pour our sorrows to, whom we can get quality advise frm. Getting advise means we should heed it. If there's a start to anything there can be an end to anything too. I believe "Nothing's build to last."

This topic is even heavier than those textbooks, compiled frm pre-school to tertiary. But, majority absorbs these much more faster than those dreaded textbooks. Amazing uh! :D Okay laa, i can't use a post to draft out what i wanna say. But, in general thats how i look at the terrifying letter L, for now. (: Best wishes fr all the couples out there! (:

Whenever i feel like giving up on searching fr the other half, i'll always rmb this line my Friend once told me - "Dont give up on Love, cos its such a magical thing."

Single-lies, hang on there! Your other half must be playing hide-and-seek w you! :D

Im not & nvr gonna be ready fr this big word, yet.

MARCH-oliday!

2011-03-16T17:24:00.007+08:00

First Time.

???

HAHA. Its my first time going for a proper overseas trip w my parents! Previous was going back to Mom's hometown as a whole family - thats the only time i go overseas w my parents. Perhaps, i shouldnt called that as overseas but it was near true as we headed to our destination w a transportation known as the ship and it travels by the sea. LOL. Thus, this trip to Taiwan, i looked forward to it for so long but, not bcos of the place instead, it was having my parents' companion that i wanted so much. Been to so much places, yet it can't hold any significant memories as compared to this time round. Not forgetting, Partner came along w us too! It was nothing new going overseas w a friend of yours, but it would be sparkling new going w someone you've barely known for 2yrs and we werent even this close when we were allocated the same class during our Year 1 time. How awesome can this NOT be, right. Having 'em around me throughout this trip, it can't be drifted away frm the word - SPLENDID. (:

Im gonna summarize the 7days tour in Taiwan using just one paragraph. Im afraid even one paragraph might be too long for it. HAHA! Caught the ball, anyone? LOL. Fine, probably i would find this trip so-so, alil boring and shopping was really limited. ): First 3days was simple. Reached Taipei at about 5plus in the evening then back to hotel and dinner was supposed to be on our own. That was okay, cos there wasnt any schedule thus, we walked around the cooling street w the tempt of 10-12degrees and to me that was cold enough for me to cuddle myself in 2 SUPER THICK blankets. Back to our dinner, as we are new to the country, we went exploring and couldnt decide on what to eat for an hr bef we settle down. For the next 2days, we tour around some of the sightseeing scenary around Taiwan and thats it. (:

Alright, i shant be harsh to Taiwan, + another paragraph! Though there were 3 night markets for us to shop which was stated in the programme list, i would exclude 1 out, cos the night market sells nothing but FOOD. =] Boring uh~ The remaining 2 markets was alright. It was alright bcos i didnt went back empty handed! HAHAHA! Yumms. So glad to see my lugguage not partially filled but totally filled! (Y) (: The food there is really affordable but the clothes there are slightly priced highly but overall still cheaper than SG. So, basically, this is how i spent my holiday. :D

YAY-ISM! Update on my birthday! It was a simple celebration over @ my curb. Invited a few friends over for Steamboat! (: Reaching the age w an ugly digit 2, can i give a loud SIGH? Oh wells, everyone will aged, but for teenager like us, we dont say we aged but we say we grow and bcome a more mature youth w much more responsibilities that awaits fr us. This sentence is too heavy for me to hold, right now. I want to have fun while i can and be serious when i have to. Like this, life would be easier and balanced. Also, stay happy is all it takes. (: Try it! You will feel that you're always looking things positively instead of negative thoughts polluting your brain. SMILE more okay! <3

Almost done w my post! Have a fruitful month bef April comes knocking your door! (: Treasure and appreciate the people around you bcos all of us here are much more fortunate than people in Japan. God Bless Them.

P.S : Many thanks to those who gave me presents. MANHATTAN BAG - Partner. VANS - Germaine, Keshia, Fareen, Rachel, WanYing, ShiYi, JunXiong & ZiHong. POLARIOD - Mark. P.C WATCH - William. M.A.C lip gloss - Goh. PERFUME - OXY. LUGGUAGE(Bcos of my Taiwan trip!) - Precious&family AND Little Sister. POLARIOD FILM - Sist and ShuJun. ANG BAO - Partner's MOM. HANDMADE ROSES - Keshia. PERFUME - JX & ZH.

Life is like a mystery, we seek for answers.

TWO - IN - ONE.

2011-02-15T23:59:00.005+08:00

Look who's here for some update! Okay, in the first place, i didnt know why would i type : "www.blogger.com" in the tab. Hmm, i guess even my keyboard is giving me a gentle reminder that i havent been contributing much to this lil blog over here. But, but, but, hopefully i have enough braincells to write down a proper and lengthy post! *Flashback*

Well, for the whole of JANUARY, it was hectic days for me. School and helpout over at Mom's definitely did took away alot of my beauty sleep. Hengzxz, no dark circles, even have, the concealer is good at keeping up with the its duty! HEHEHE! <: Im thankful to have PARTNER helping me out everyday too, without fail. THANK YOU, PARTNER! <3 Appreciate you for taking out most of your precious rest to come over and help me out & took care of what i was supposed to do when i was falling ill. DOMO DOMO KUMAWO~ <3 I can never never forget my Mango whom accompany me throughout my hunting of clothes fr CNY! They did 10hours of shopping with me last year, this year was miraclously a short one! ThankYou, lovelies. Every year, you girls never fail to make me feel like a consecrated creature on earth. XOXO. (: Keshia, the eldest of the clique, turned 20 on JAN 11th. Triple ONE, how naise uh! As it was school days, we didnt manage to make her bday a big blast, but manage to got sth she like. (Y)(Y)(Y)

With my boring month of JANUARY, i shall move on to the love month - FEBRUARY! Why did i classified as "Love" month, bcos of the special day, Valentine's Day! HEHEHE. Way before that happen, its CNY! Shall do a simple paragraph on how i spent my CNY. First day, its the same old thing, relatives coming my hse then over to their hse and last stop would be catching midnight movie w family. Second day, went over to Precious's hse then to temple and midnight movie w family & mom's friend. Third day, met Mark early in the morning for breakfast then to movie and he sent me back to Partner's place. Place visiting at William's place then back to Partner's place again. Fifith day, had "Lou Hei" with cliques, Mango & Stalking over at my place. Thereafter, headed to Germaine's place for hse visiting bef back to Partner's place for steamboat. Eleventh day, met up w Germaine and Keshia & head over to JX's place fr hse visiting then to Keshia's place and bef we end off our day, we headed to JP for movie! ALRIGHT! Probably, this would sum up how i spent my time over the CNY period. If anyone could spot, i guess, im visiting the cinema like hell lots of times! D: HEHEH.

Hang on there! I still have one more paragraph to go bef i talk about the "Love" month. (: I think i ought to thank RP for giving me the opportunity to volunteer over @ CHINGAY PARADE. It was a 2 day event. 1st DAY - the weather wasn't giving in initially, but the rain seems to subside bef parade starts, ThankGod. Surprisingly, my clique and i were given some 'MAN' role, which is to be the human shield for those big shots. First night, it was for PM Lee Hsien Loong. We had to move around in a circle wherever he go. HAHAH! (: Aft the roaming at the Arts Street, the PM would head over to make his appearance at the significant parade. Till then, it would be our break time! Nearing to the end of the parade, it would be one last task bef we say goodbye and hello the next morning. We'll just have to control the crowd and waving goodbyes to the people when they make their exit. Saving my energy for elaborating on what happened on the 2nd DAY, our duty was the same, just that this time round, it was SM Goh Chock Tong. That's all. It kinda wrapped up my first experience at CHINGAY, i would love to participate again if RP's sponsoring volunteers fr them! :D In retrospection, i can still feel the smiles that ive put on and the consistent wavings that i've done for that night, it was memorial and heart-felt for me. Seeing people smile and waving back to us, it does convey the message to me that no matter how much load they have, at least, from the start of the parade till end, they did enjoyed themselves for the few hours! People who managed to smile while walking off, i guess they should give a tap on their shoulder! For me, its like rewarding yourself aft a week of hard work! (: Most importantly, i see alot of remarkable bonding between friends and families. <3

Finally, February 14th, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! This year, i suppose it is so far the best one for a "singlehood" girl like me, really. Received 3 vday gifts - frm Partner, Mark & William. Though, Partner's one is still in the pending status, ThankYou & sorry that i got your vday gift in a rush! Still, hope you like it! No flowers for her, cos i thought it was a lil lessy~ HAHAHA! Perhaps, i shall consider 1 stalk next year? (: Nice uh. Well, its alright if i arent giving you that this year, cos every year - You'll be my Valentine. :D Next right, was gifts frm Mark. I think i may sound sarcastic, but its nothing but the truth! A REDDY BOX filled with 1 SK necklace, 1 iPhone portable charger, 1 Sticky candy, 1 perfume, 1 English CD by "The Wanted" cos, he say i've got to stop being so obsessed w Korean songs! -.- Lastly, 1 bouquet of roses to windup the agenda for those gifts. So far, i guess i can say, he's the first guy, who made me open up a huge box with different surprises! ThankYou, Mark - You lil awesome being. (: Last of all, gifts from William. He passed me the gifts on 13th February; he folded a bottle of stars and placed 3 cute lil roses in a box. Guy doing handcraft, Mmmmm way to go yo! Not forgetting, on the actual day, he prepared another surprise for me! He pre-ordered a bouquet of rocher roses! ThankYou, William - though you're in camp, but you still manage to do all this. A million of thankyou to y'all. Im deeply appreciate for all these. ._. To finish my vday, i had my dinner w Partner & Mark bef he book in again. :D

It coming to the end, i hope im not making you people jaded. I try my best to update whenever i can but you know, blog isnt tempting me to keep up w my words. :( OH-WAIT, its March coming it way! So, hell-yeah that i'll drop by, for sure! Stay tune fr readers who are popping by here!

Goodnight everyone, may you all have many sweet months ahead! ._. xoxo'

What matters most is - NOW.

You See, I See, They See.

2010-12-28T16:19:00.003+08:00

Poor thing, Poor one, Poor blog. Okay, miraculously i have the feel to blog today. But, i CHINCHA dont know what to write. -.- Fill me in, people.

Starting with my Cruise trip then. Indeed, the 4D3N didnt disappoint me at all. The moment i stepped into the titantic ship, it was simply just so AMAZING. Not to say the programmes that was provided. Totally enjoyed the performance for all 3 nights. If i were to choose 1 thing that would make me go for Royal Caribbean again, it would be their food and services. Talking about their food, thats the reason why i gained. Sincerely, i think their food can just kept you going on and on. I love the ang mohs there, so nice, tall, charming and friendly. LOL! :D Happy things ended fast, needless to say about this trip. All in all, my quality time was well-spent there! <3

This year's Christmas was kinda different. During Christmas, i dont usually do gift exchanging. But, this year, i had a small gathering with clique over at Partner's place! We had steamboat, log cake and exchange pressies! :D My first time doing this and i think though it may sound as if im a noob, im still ecstatic that i didnt spend my Christmas alone! Had supper with Mark ACJ @ Bukit Timah too! HAHA! He gave me a Christmas present, guess what? A Thosai treat! HEHEHE! (: Shall share something hilarious here! A conversation betwn Partner & Mark.
Partner: Mark! Where's my Christmas present?
Mark: I shall wrap my fist with a ribbon and punch you okay?
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA! I laugh damm hard laaa! Super lame and funny! :D

3 more days to a brand new year! Eggcited?! Yes, i am! Plan for the day would be going friend's house for BBQ! How luxury would it be if i were to stay in a terrace and BBQ can be done just outside my main door~ Hor? But, its alright! I <3 my house, its the matter of elements thats within the house, not the appearance. (:

Im getting boring here. I should go, BYE! Happy Advance 2011 to all of you! May you all have a prosperous year ahead! With love, ME.

Still lingering around, around & around.

When December Eggcites About Meeting January Again.

2010-12-05T00:23:00.004+08:00

Its 5th December, Happy Birthday Mommy! ♥♥♥ Saranghamida! Heheh. To someone or perhaps i should say ME, birthday may be a somewhat a big thing. Its like a day when you feel you have grew older or a day that much more responsibilities are awaiting for you after you crossed that little step. However, for my Mom, i guess she would see it as a normal day - working. She'll never come saying "Its my birthday, why do i have to work? Why do i have to wake up early?" to me. And probably this makes me guilt more than if she were to say those words to me. A simple harmonious dinner at anywhere would just put a smile on her face, surprisingly. I compared myself to her & i think i got pinned down badly. Well, it may be my age or surrounding that makes me have the idea that, birthday is really sucha LOUD thing. Maybe, i shall have a simple celebration next year. (:

Whoop! Let's get back on track. Start off w last Saturday! It was Sist's birthday celebration and shes finally 21st years old! :D She was super elated and went thru quite a brain wrecking planning before making the final decision. I remember the day bef, we went to Bugis with Partner to get her the guests book. HAHAHA, guess what? We took an earthy 1hour to decide on 1 book & 1 ribbon. Heheh! Aft the celebration, head off to Chomp2 with JX, Mark, Yvonne & Partner. The Soyabean drink is sucha hugggee cup! If only my stomach wasn't filled to the brim, i would have finish all! TSK. Whenever i talk about Chomp2, i feel hungry! Even when its aft just right aft my meal. Fortunate easties laaa! :( Then, we headed back to Partner's hse and did some of the codings. About an hour later, JX decided to go for a spin so, we went to West Coast area. It was a breezy night out there~ Heheh. Bef heading back, we had Mac breadfast and JX send us back. Had a 30-mins talk with Mark, bef i surrender to my sack. (:

3rd December, went MBS as it was Kel's Mom birthday. I bought a bouquet of roses bef heading over. Awww, those roses are seriously madd-gorgeous! It just simply suit the classy atmosphere of MBS - the flowers are a lil special bcos it has glitters on it. Soo naise! (Y) Err, okay, its never a good idea to travel with flowers on your hand. Initially, it was wrapped with just a normal plastic bag that looks unglam ttm. Then, Germaine, Keshia, Fareen and Partner say it looks so fugly and asked me to remove it. Basically, i just hold it throughout the journey from woodlands to marina! -.- Not to forget, the most important person who brought me there, Alvin Goh. So, now you get the picture better? Oh, wait. In case, you're thinking that i feel as though like a couple with him? NO way. Eyes were all on me bcos which girl who hold onto a bouquet of flower when its NOT valentines' day?! OMG. Srsly, i feel like pasting a note that states "This flower is not from the gentleman beside me. Thankyou." HAHAHA! Im mean. (: We met Terry and settle down for our dinner at an Indonesian restaurant. My first time there and i think i should bring my parents there! Dinner done and we're ready to shift ourselves to MBS. Err, we played Wii with Kel's sist & it pretty summarize why my arms are aching today. =] At about 11plus, i headed back home. (: Okay, i think im super uber clumsy. -.- I brought Alvin's dslr all the way frm home, to school .. Fine, make it simple, i was jus holding it all the way even he request to take bcos i think he was holding his blazer already whats more when he took the trouble to bring it to school & so, i should return that favour. That night was a bitch, we couldnt get a cab and aft a futile effort of 30mins? Finally, we manage to hop onto a cab. I was happily resting my wobbly legs till i saw the dslr beside me that vanish my smile away~ HAHAHAHA! I called Alvin and ask him "Why is your dslr still with me?!" LOL, he replied "Good question." Pfffffff. Wasted effort that i've made. Urghhh.

Yesterday was Partner's Dad birthday, didnt manage to have dinner with them though Sist invited too. Luckily, manage to pop up at their hse with a small cake bef the clock strikes 12am. (: Partner's mom invited me over for weekend stayover anytime! Heheh. (:

Im really so into the song cover "Just A Dream" by Sam Tsui and Christina. Everytime i switched on my laptop, i would naturally kept that song going on and on~ Wee, insane. A voice like hers, is sure something to be amazed about. (: On sidetrack, counting down to 12more days - my first trip on Cruise with Royal Carribean! Ehh, but im not vehli eggcited about it. LOL. Hopefully, it turns me on when the date gets closer. (:

Am i naggy enough in this post?! Am i OR am i NOT?! HAHAHA! I think its pretty lengthy already. I shall stop bef anyone gets bored over here! Goodnight earthians! Have a blasting weekend bef workload starts pilling up again! Seeya! ._.

You've let the cat outta the bag. You need Love.

Good Girl Gone Bad.

2010-11-20T14:36:00.002+08:00

Someone has been bugging me to blog, so i shall be good and blog since I havent been updating lately too.

Actually, like nothing much happened recently. HAHA! Okay, Hari Raya Eve, went out with my long lost friend. Heheh! We went town for 'Due Date'! This movie is vehli vehli nice! (Y)(Y)(Y) The cinema was filled with laughter but some irritating people just kept laughing even when the hilarious part is over. -.- Can't be bothered. Nevermind, bef the movie, we went for our dinner at Botak Jones. Yummy-licious! (: I feel like I was taking a roller coaster ride! He drove damm fast! Well, overall - good catch up session! :D

School has been getting better these days! Really. I think I ought to change the mindset that having different classmates in different modules is BAD. Ohhh, from what Im typing here, I can pretty well conclude that Im contradicting myself with my few entries back then. =/ Of course, theres still some dao ones, minority only laa. But, can't be bothered. (:

OUH, here comes Partner! We're gonna get some stuffs done. I shall put a halt to my posting and drop by again! Heheh. Have a good weekend! :D

Party everyday, Pa-Party everyday!

You dont see what i see.

2010-11-03T23:18:00.004+08:00

And i, made up my mind to blog today. No idea how lengthy/shorty would my story goes. (:

Let's talk about recent happenings. Back to last Saturday, celebrated Partner's birthday w co. Ohh, damm - it was so much better than what i expected! We had steamboat, splashing session then to the main cut cake session when the clock strikes 12AM. I was glad that all turned up and came tgt to play even though some of us werent close with each other. Splendid day with awesome people! <3 Thereafter, i stayed over at Partner's place as next day she'll be going out w my family. During the night, we talked. Soon, the night went away and finally we hit the sack. Well, i guess i pretty enjoyed my last weekend. Anyw, thanks P.Jx who drove me out to buy Partner's present and on actual day coming over early to collect the cake tgt w me. (:

Last Friday, attended Lis's MUSE performance in school with Alvin. Okay, blame me for my forgetfulness that i had to trouble him to take another trip back to my hse to take the tickets! I felt super sorry till he said, "Okay, you're forgiven." HEEHEE! Next stop, we headed over to Chomp2 cos i kept whining about the delicious milkcurd the night before! Super fulfilling after i had 2bowls of the almond milkcurd! (: With 3hours left to the performance, Alvin decided to head over to IKEA. So, we looked around and spotted some really nice display! Ohhh, i feel like bringing all the furnitures home! HAHAHAHA! (: As soon as i could even time check, its 6plus already. So, we headed back to school but was stucked in the super heavy conjestion. With not much time left, we headed over to CWP to buy food and drove back to TRCC to eat. Like pathetic only. :( Umm, the performance was kinda okay, or should i say better than last year? Obviously, it did. (: Ended around 10plus and home sweet home. Appreciate Alvin for driving to and fro that day too! (:

Shall share about my new classes. Hmm, i think i have nothing to complain about, luckily. HAHA! All of them were kinda quiet and shy still. But, there were quite a number of friendly people. :D I guess my OS class would definitely leave a deeper impression in me. I rmb vividly that first day, i didnt utter a single word till meetg 3. Im super sad okay! The 3 guys jus discuss among themselves. :( Well, week 2 made a change for the better. We managed to communicate better and at least we're able to joke around now. (: Not to forget this joker in class, his name is Adrian. Hes forever bombing the class with expletives and always randoming make lame jokes. Come to think of it, w/o those jokes, i guess the class would be very dull. To boost a lil further, our faci also laugh luh~ ._.

RP hasnt been in its tip top condition recently. News about RP is being spread everywhere. Attire, Behaviour and Death cases. The use of facebook has been so much advanced that people started creating pages like "Why so many RP students keep dying?" etc. Those comments made there jus kept me burning. I dont see a need to "LIKE" the page and then start critizing RP. Those that despised RP, do remember that Karma bites. How extreme do you think you can go? Watch your back.

I ought to end here. Goodnight World. (:

A perfect runaway would be good.

Fear-Full.

2010-10-11T01:50:00.002+08:00

According to the last entry, i was supposed to update about Kel's birthday celebration. So, imma here to share. Hopefully, it would be a short one. I arrived at mbs later afternoon on the birthday celebration itself and Kel showed me around the Presidential Suite. It was madd friggin spacious & its definitely much more luxury than those normal hotels. Couldnt rmb who, but someone said "If coming to mbs and not staying at their Presidential Suite then, might as well take it as you've nvr been here bef." LOL. To a certain extend laa, its so ex like please. A night stayover there would costs you 10K. So, would you say its NOT a big thing? Moreover, there's butler to accomodate to all your needs! Perhaps, you can say its like a Palace. (:

To add on, Vodka and Martell wouldnt make a miss for this kind of occasion right! HAHAHA! Even bef we wanted to cut the cake at 12AM sharp, a few guys alr like goner alr. Not to forget, the birthday boy himself was the first few to KO. -.- The scene was something unglam to think about - People puking and talking nonsense. But thankfully, the people there were a bunch of what we called the "Rightful" clique. They helped alot and clean up most of the mess. Best is, you dont see them leaving you in the lurch when you're drunk! (: Well, Alvin drank a few cups for me. In the end, hes like cmi alr also. I felt so bad. The only thing i could do was to put him to sleep safely and soundly, since im not good on liquor what. Tskkk. Anyw, this pretty well writes off about the celebration! :D

Something to EMO about now. Class roster out. Guess what? I was posted to 4 different classes and 4 different classes of classmates that i have to mingle around. Srsly, i was really upset when i saw the roster. :'( But i got to know some of my friends were also in the same shit as me, then only i felt better. Its natural bcos you know you aint the only one suffering. Enlarging my social circle is never a problem, but its a matter of people. Different people has different characters. Well, one person may not cater to all. Then, so be it. Hopefully my Sem 2'mates would be people i would miss when i move on to Year 3. (: Partner tried to cheer me up back then and she added "You cannot be so good friend with other people hor! Only me okay!" HAHAHAHA! (: Ehhh, finally i have same off-day as Partner & Hubb! <3 I told my Mom that it shall be our Shopping-Day! HAHA! ._.

Yest, 10-10-10. I went dinner @ St Regis. Super classy! The food was awesome! The service was nevertheless great too! The people there always puts on a smile on their face and they're so polite! (: Its too expensive that i doubt i would go there again anytime soon. :( However, i will rmb that they made this special day delightful for us! Credit to Precious & HerHusband! <3

Tomorrow school's gonna start. I am always looking forward to this day. All the morning meet-ups, afternoon lunches, school dismissal and walking back tgt. I miss all of it! Most importantly, its the people that i miss most! Finally, we'll be able to see each other leyy! YAY! (:

Alright, i shall turn in soon. I need to tune my body clock bcos its no longer holidays alreadyyyy. Sleep early & Wake up early would be my Motto for the next 2 months. No breaks okay! :( ALAH, i shan't whine anymore. Goodnight earthy beings! 'am unsure when would i drop by again, takecare toodles! <3

So, what comes aft this?

Night Rider.

2010-09-29T22:58:00.004+08:00
Eww, i know my blog hasnt been up to date much. So, i've decided to not log in to fb and msn to distract me from updating a proper entry today. (Y)

Shall start off with today. Met up with Partner & Sist to Bugis for some shopping and printing. Hmm, its been sucha long time since i last shopped. I havent been adding some newbies to my wardrobe. Well, i actually did my wardrobe a good favour today. HEEHEE <: During dinner time, Partner's dad came to join us! Its my first time having PepperLunch! Umm, its nice! (: After eating, Partner's dad suggested to cab home. It was a terrific futile effort bef we hop on to a cab and rest our tired wobbly legs. :] So, Partner & I were calculating how much did we spent for our loots. I spend less than 90bucks & i got back quite a few quality tops and bottoms thats pretty much to my liking. HAHA! So, we were comparing if we were at town, we could get only max 2pieces of clothes. (: All in all, Bugis didnt let me down. (L)

Wee, imma eggcited to share about My First Virgin MBS Stay! :D (25Sept-26Sept)

On 25th, i head down over to Bugis first as i wanted to buy KOI bef gg over to mbs. Supposed to meet Alvin at 3pm, but i reached thr like super early, 2pm? HAHA. Cos, i was afraid that the Q at KOI would be long. WTH, to my surprise, it was short. -.- I took like 15mins bef i got my drink. Like a fast only. So, headed to illuma to rot bef the 3 musketeers(Alvin, Kelvin & Terry) arrived. Upon reaching 3.20pm, i finally received a call from Alvin that they're reaching! (: So, headed over to MosBurger to have our lunch. Luckily that Alvin quite gentleman, wanna help me carry my heavy bag which he says it looks like some bowling~ LOL! Imma independent, i carry myself. HAHA! No laa, he was so well-dressed up, so i ought to spare a thought for all those precious time that he took to doll himself up right. (:

Finally, everything's done, we set off to mbs for our stay! (: We were playing iPAD all the way and i think they are all fully equipped with skills on getting freebies frm the housekeeping room! HAHA! I shall share what they got from there. Umm, roughly about 50satches of coffee/tea powder, a super super big pile of blanket sheets and bedsheets. Its damm hilarious! :D They're jus making their stay worthwhile. (: Night time planning, we met up w Germaine, Clara, Agatha & Taffy to P. Reached there about 10pm and everything last till 4am. My first time and i think it wont be my last time. Imma not addicted its jus that, i think once in a while dropping by there should be fine. (: Im really thankful for the right clique who were there to provide safety precaution for me. Kudos to y'all! & also not forgetting my dear, whom have been keeping this low for me and showing me concern! Thanks sweety~ <3

Reached back mbs @ 430am and everyone was damm shagged. One thing that made my sleep so comfortable was the bed. HEEHEE <: So pushyy~ And damm that Alvin for making pig noise that made us all laughed! HAHA! Few hours of sleep and its morning again, that pretty well enclosed a full-stop to my first stay at mbs ._. This stay did pulled some of the friendship closer and from strangers, we became friends. Its never a waste of time making friends w the right clique.

My next stay - Kel's Birthday. Hes so over the moon for that party! That night hes been constantly asking if those food items or games were enough to entertained his guests. LOL. Hes so fortunate know. He has a friend who is giving him a puppy as a gift! The howlian him said hes gonna send me pictures and make me gian~ Go eat shitzxz! HAHA! Anyw, it was barely 1 week, yet imma recharged and looking forward to the second stay! :D Its gonna be another eye-opening stay for me. 'Cos this time round, it wouldnt be a normal room, its a suite. I will share when i get back from there on Saturday. (:

Sorry for my lengthy post even though its a one night stay over. Imma jus too glad and elated. (: Alrightzx, time to get back to fb and msn! Byeee! <3
PS : ThankYou Alvin for your gifts back from Shanghai~ :D

Knowing you, did made a change in my life.

08.09.10

2010-09-08T23:22:00.005+08:00
WEEEEEEE! I came to blog tday 'cos i didnt wanna give sucha beautiful date away! (:

Hmm, UT period gonna be over soon! YAY! 3papers down and imma left w 1 to go. Ohh, the module i disliked the most, OOP. -.- This module can't be revised. So, for those who are sort of like me w minimal knowledge on that, reading thru 6Ps definitely doesnt help. Its all about practising. Lucks on that module peeps! Well, worst comes to worst jus screw it and off you go fr holis! :D It dawn on me that i still have PP poster that i need to get it done asap. :(

2 more weeks and Lantern Festival is coming! Time really files. Its already September, a few mths more we'll be welcoming Year 2011. OMG, how can time jus slip thru like that! But, i guess this Year i've tried alot of new things! Shall leave everything till the last day of December. (:

Somehow, i fear of being Single fr too long. Given a choice, no one would want - isn't it? This aint sth that is within our control, definitely. Many Singles may feel, the one that they've been seeking fr does not returns to them whereas those who they arent looking fr are always going around and around. Well, what to do? HAHA! I dont know if i've lose faith in guy or myself. This is soooo disappointing leyy. :( I dont wanna aged alone, I dont wanna walk down my life alone, I dont wanna enjoy myself alone. Okayzxz, i shall not emo. HAHA! Ehh, i jus feel a momentarily lonesome. It'll be over soonn~ (:

Pretty sure this would mark a short post to pair up w this beautiful date! ._. Goodnight people! :D Imma friggin eggcitied fr the programme which will be happening on the later part of Sept. I will upload quality pictures by then! Stay tune! <:

How do friends then became lovers?

Lady In Gown.

2010-08-28T00:38:00.004+08:00
Let's talk about yesterday, gonna be short i promise.

Morning, met up w Partner as Sist wanted her to collect the graduation photo fr her. (: So, we took 75 and alight at Tanglin and we walked aimlessly to our destination. While walking and filling w doubts, Partner called her Uncle and clarified. The place was supposed to be @ nearby Orchard Hotel. So, we were like wandering arnd this Delfi Orchard and looking fr directions but to no avail. Luckily that Alvin text me in the morning, so he did some helpout fr us. But, a bit only, not alot. HAHAHA! Anyw, the funniest thing is that Partner wrote Delfi Building as Bell C Building. -.- Though they sound the same! LOL. I was laughing so hard! :D

Then finally, we manage to locate the photography shop! Despite all those troubles, Partner didnt manage to retrieve the photo bcos, they were out fr photoshoot and would only be back in the late afternoon. =| So, we decided to head off fr our lunch and retrieve the photo on other day. Upon taking the escalator down, i came across this Bridal shop that stands out frm the rest. Really, i was totally attracted to all of the 3 gowns that were up on display. It was simply heavenly gorgeous. <3 iloveitsomuch. (:

Umm, i srsly enjoy talking to Partner, know. We have too much common thinking in life. I guess thats how we clicked off so well. Saranghae, Partner (L). At the end of the day, you know you <3 me! fxfx, maddgirls. (:

OH yeay! I coincidentally bump into Twinny when she was otw to work also! HAHA! So surprised! (: Hmm, i've just finish watching a couple's wedding video. It was sooooooooooooo sweettt! (: Though shes not any of my acquaintance, may her love life be blessed by Him! :D

Marriage isnt as easy as it may seems to be.

Beyond Your Reach.

2010-08-27T00:28:00.004+08:00

The USS Globe! <:

Hello, Folks! I think im keeping up my consistency. (: Last week actually wanted to go jogging w Hubb, but the weather wasnt giving in, so we had no choice but to give it a miss. Being left w indoor exercise and due to lazyness, i decided to do sit up at home. Okay, i think imma doing good. Everyday i think i ought to have this routine bef i sleep, about 50-100 sit ups bef i hit my sack. (: Well, it does pay fr not exercising fr sucha longgg time. Imma having aches now! -.- Tummy fats, please be good and shoo away frm me bcos im rly trying hard to sweep you away. (:

Let me talk about some imaginery thought that people may have alike to mine. Umm, when you fold your legs or like keep it in a N-shape manner, do you feel that your legs seem to be drastic longer? Idk fr some, but fr me, i feel that its longer. Imma very convinced about this point. (: However, its jus some illusion i think. The fact of my height has proved myself right about the range of my imagination. Crap. =]

Anyw, went to sing K yest w Partner, Sist(Partner's Sist) and Jenny. Supposed to meet Partner at 1220pm. HAHA! She text me in the morning then she went back to sleep. In the end, she late. :D Aft that, we head over to CCK's Kbox and went in while waiting fr Sist & co to arrive. Seems like tday theres an equal portion of Chinese, English and Korean songs that we sang. Though it was a short session, i did enjoy myself thr! (: Thanks Sist fr the invitation! It was also sweet to hear Partner saying that her mom wanted to buy me sth when they went to M'sia fr shopping! :D Love y'all.

Not to forget, Hubb gave me a surprise also! She dropped by at BP to pass me the 'Sticky Candy'~ (: Teeheee! ilikethatCANDYleyy. She jus gave me a pack like 1 week ago? I haven finish yet & here comes another jar. *Sweet* Thanks ya Hubb! I ought to surprise w some good barang other day too! (: As many may know, thr'll be 6 Korean-Band coming to SG fr a Mass-Concert in the month of October and no doubt i was pondering if i should buy the ticx. Well, after much rumination, i decided that i should give that idea a miss. :( The ticx were quite exssy as it cost abt 300bucks to be seated in the best view area. Of cos, they also have it at a lower price with a further away seating area frm the main stage. But, bcos i feel that watching a concert is an enjoyment and i would wanna have the best view of it. I wouldnt wan to see tiny miniatures on the spacious stage. Its really not naiseee. It was kinda upset to gave this ideal chance away, but i think the amt of monneh could be spent/saved fr better stuffs. (: Thanks Fareen fr the info! ._.

During all these gloomy nights, i have K-shows to acc me all the way and i always hear myself laughing happily! HAHAHA! (: What to do? Imma still not legally-aged to hang outside till late night. So-Sad lor. Hmm, anyw i have this friend called Alvin. He went over to mbs fr a swim and invited me over but i couldnt turn up. He damm idiotzxz! Cos, last min then he tell me got fireworks! Stupid, how am i suppose to rush there sia! Srsly, PABO lahh~ Fr tday, other than Kel, he intro any friend of his to me called dk what Tarry, i think. Ehh, NOOOOOOO! I think he nvr intro, he thinks that i ought to know his friend, so he jus like "Im w Kel and Tarry." LOL?! A bit nonsense, but vehli funnehh! :D Girls at pub thinks Alvin is cute, so he got taken advantage that day. HAHA! (Y)

Kudos, i updated tday! Gotta plan fr what should be my next entry about. (: Time to hit the sack, Bye World. <3

Uncertainty exists till infinity.

Bring It On!

2010-08-16T22:31:00.005+08:00

I shall post 1 picture up in today's entry. Bcos, most of the time, i spent my time w her, my beloved Partnerr. (:

July 18th, it was the last entry that i made. A difference of 29 days, did made changes in my life, as fr now - ibelieve. Let me start off with some earlier happenings to till then. HAHA! Imma trying to challenge my brain only.

July 31st, i went MBS w Partner. It was my first time queueing up, spending like my time's not precious on waiting fr some K-star that i nvr thought he would be the first to make this trip fr. It was none other than Lee Min Ho, whom caught the hearts of many teenagers to elderly. Awesome man. All i could say is, i did not regret giving my first craze trip to see him. So, after the meet and greet session, we went over to Bugis fr dinner & KOI. We took a real classy cab which in return, it gave us a shock of our life when we saw the cab fared as it starts ticking. The moment we sat on the cab fr arnd 3 secs? Charges started from a welcoming $10.95! We were stunned. But that didnt stop us frm laughing during the journey. Partner and I were jus staring at each other whenever the meter starts ticking. Every ticking made our heartbeat thump faster. In the end, we reached Bugis and guess how much does it costs us to travel frm MBS to Bugis? A bloody $18, dammit. -.- Nehmind, so we went to queue up fr our forever nvr-ending temptation on KOI and head to Pastamania fr dinner. It pretty wraps up the day. (:

Couldnt rmb vividly which day, I called Partner up and told her imma craving fr KOI again. So, we went down all the way to Bugis again, just for KOI. Sounds ridiculous ehh, i agree to a certain extend so. HAHA! After that, i told Partner i wanted to try the new brand of shampoo by Essential and being influenced by me, she bought too. We bought the full-house. I could say, the effect was thumbs-up! (: I dont have much tangles and hair dropping like as if imma hair generator. No, but serious. I think girls should really try it out. (Y)(Y)(Y)

I feel that im pretty lag behind on movies. =] Though, my last one was 'SALT' by Angelina Jolie. Its herrrr! How can i NOT watch? Right. Ohh-yeah, and bef i forgot, i caught 'The Blood Peldge' too, a Korean horror movie. Not much horror scenes, i guess. I was frightened by the locker part then the rest was sucha bore. Yawns~ Well, i did had a fun day w Hubb, Keshia and Partner thou. <:

Anyw, last Thursday marked the last day of Sem 1. Pretty unbearable to see those classmates leaving. The feeling wasnt the same like the past 2 sems classmates. Normally, we would stay and chit chat and show the reluctant faces of leaving the class and bidding goodbyes. Wheew, this Sem was so COOL, many partial-ed and we jus say goodbye to each other like any other days. I was feeling quite umm, upset about the fact that i thought everyone would have stay longer. Though, we catch back a few memories on how we met each other on the first day of school. Hmm, after a good 2 months, i'll be back to school w new classmates. Its always like this, and i think i ought to like this system till i leave RP. In fact, i think its a good thing, i've meet all sorts of people arnd the campus. (:

Alrightzx, imma so eggcited on updating this second latest happening that happened on August 13th. Many said it was a Black Friday and it wouldnt be an auspicious day fr anyone. Believe it if bad things had befall on you that day. Not fr me, bcos i had a splendid time that day! <3 Fr my first time to MBS SkyPark, i went w Alvin, Partner and Yvonne. It was an eye-opening experience for me, i reckon. Managed to make 3 new friends of Alvin's too, they were Kelvin, Kervon and Hakim. They are all hilarious bunch of boys! HAHAHA! :D Met up w Alvin at Bugis fr about 6plus then had Pastamania and to MBS. We took a cab over and Alvin made a stupid move and we had a good laugh at it!
Me : Alvin, your Mom's mercs is those CONVERTIBLE type?
Alvin : Ya! very COMFORTABLE!
Me, Partner & Yvonne : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ttm!
Srsly, it was damm hilarious though he kept denying that he was trying to entertain us as he was boring sitting at the front seat. (: Then we reached MBS and headed off to find his friends. We had so much enjoyment that i dont think i can specifically say out whatever that has happened. I wanna say, every single thing that happened fr that day, i will always rmb. <3 Thank you so much Alvin, fr making everything possible fr that day!

Last one fr the day, i went Singapore Universal Studio on August 14th. Really, i had a tiring day throughout. Personally, i feel that its quite fun but the rides were so limited. I must admit that i liked the performance brought by the 'Voyage De La Vie'! Its a must watch if you've seen the advertisement on tv thats brought to you by Sentosa Resort World. You'll not regret fr paying that amount and that marvellous performance! (: It was sucha big fulfillment fr me becos i managed to go to 2 places within a week - USS and MBS SkyPark. These 2 places were the places that i wanted to go so much. Imma thankful Precious fr making the USS trip possible. Wonderfulies, <3

Its holidays now. I've got no plans fr anything. I'll see what comes my way. Currently, PP posters on hand, class outing and MANGO's first anni - imma so MADD looking forward to this. I shall spare a few days for shopping to top up my wardrobe! I havent been doing so lately. =| Umm, i could forsee myself updating more during holis. So, stay tunned! Though, i know i do not have much readers. But, its okay. Blog is somewhere where i jot down the bits and pieces in my life and in future i may jus re-read it and feel those emotions that i have when i was typing that particular post down. (: I shall refrain myself frm writing craps or any unhappiness stuffs here bcos imma learning to look away frm that. Its better this way. :D

youremyeyecandy ._.

Reporting, Reports - REPORT.

2010-07-18T02:12:00.006+08:00
World Cup feva is O-V-E-R! And ohh - its definitely a super huge interval in between during the few recent posts of mine, i know. (: I've been srsly tired to blog. My urge of wanting to share with people about every single second of happening in my life has went fading off to the ocean. Lol. I've got no idea why. But, deeply i still love this blog alot. I know it sounds like some contradictions here and thr, which is very obvious. But, blogging at this time - 2.20AM, who would still have a clear white sheet of mind? HAHA! :]

Currently, im having some bad sore throat. Must be the popcorn and YukiYaki's fault! The day before, went out to watch Eclipse with Keshia, Germaine & Partner. I have a tub of popcorn by myself. Usually, i dont finish all because im always too engrossed in the movie and halfway i will jus freeze myself. HAHA! (: Not sure why, that day i finished the whole tub and its the first time i tried the salted flavour. Woah - even though i was so interested in the movie, i nvr stopped munching it. Then, the next day, went to Marina with Germaine to have YukiYaki. It was my first trip thr and i thought the food would be vehli nice like Sakura. Well, to my despair, i think Sakura still better. Even though YukiYaki's selling point was at the own DIY ice-cream making. The ice-cream was like too overly crazily milk-ed. -.- I dont think i would ever wanna pay another visit thr. Kinda not a good sacrifice, awful food and a hurtful sore throat. NAHHHH-nahhh.

Putting the food aside, i love the heart to heart talk with Germaine. I have no idea how many of you like those sessions. To me, it means alot to me. (Chu-wa-neh) <3 I always find ppl being more mature or at least, their brain aint fr show only - really. Whenever, we have these kind of talks, the atmosphere seems different. If you ever notice, the time when you say your ambition thru heart to heart talk session compare to those normal random talk session, you'll feel more motivated and persistent to be who and where you wanna be. Frankly speaking, i feel that way & that is the reason why i like these kind of talk. We have to continously motivate ourself and always be reminded of what our ambitions was/were to keep us moving forward. (:

Going to entertainment side, i've been a madd-fan over K-stuffs. Im watching alot alot of K-shows nowadays, i swear. Even though im schooling the next day, i would still stay up and watch. Thats kinda silly and insane and only God knows why K-shows can be so addictive. HEEHEE! <: If anybody who finds life has been sucha pain in the ass, watch those shows. I'll guarantee you, you'll have a good sleep aft watching them! :D Yeayyy~ For naoo, my school life's a bitch. Assignment is a deadly killer. Go-Die. Neewyas, on a happier note, some of my friends were kinda shocked to see me so updated on K-stuffs. Becos last time, whenever they talk about it i would be like : HUH?! WHAT?? EHH?! Like some mountain-mushroom only. Well, era changed. I've to be more up to date alr. *wohhoo* (:

Im abit satisfied and content yest. Yest, went to a dinner w my family members. It was at RedHill. So far, thats the furthest i've drove to. Its been quite some time since i last drove. Becos, im still a new driver, Dad was still worried if i were to drive alone. -.- Till naooo, i've yet to drive to school lorrsz. :( My brother was sitting beside me yest while i was driving, idk why. I feel so much better compared to if my Dad were to be thr. HAHA! Omg, i think my parking srsly still need alot of practice. Dont tell me its easyyy! YES! Its easy when its in the circuit but outside, its been a torture and fear to me! :C Sigh. Btw, saw Mark, Joanne & CK, sucha coincidence bcos its been ages since i last saw them. Hope they're all doing fine! :D

That day Hippo showed me the rooftop at the MBS. OMGZZXZX! Super awesome ttm! The swimming pool was the drooling point where i fell in love with! <3 Its was so elegantly built, i mean the whole rooftop. YAYness to having such friend, hes some member over thr, so can go thr fr freeeeeee anytime! (Y)(Y)(Y) I want gooooo! :D Shall share with all when i've made my virgin trip thr. (:

Finally, reaching the last paragraph. Time check : 3.03AM - my bed is calling out fr me naooooo. (: I've to thank someone who motivated me to blog, if not my blog would rly stay stagnant all the way till aliens know when would i be updating again. It feels good when someone tells you that "Why didn't you blog? Everytime i go your blog no new post very sian leh." - sth like that can makes you happy ehh? Well, it does makes me feel a lil elated. :D Credits to : Twinny! ._. the dateline fr this post was this coming weekend. I've did my part and marked my words. TADAH! (: Thats the enddd~ On a side note : would try my best to do a picture post fr the next one!

Gnights humans! :P - Treat Everyday Like Your Last Day.

Null.

2010-06-28T14:58:00.002+08:00
Kuddos! HAHA! (: How have y'all been doing? LOL. Its been so long since i last came here again. Duhh -.- I hope you guys did enjoy the awesome cum charming Lee Min Ho's picture i left on his actual birthday during my last post up! :D Umm, why are other ctries ppl looks much more mature than their actual age? Like Koreans, Americans etc. Im not say ALL but SOME, read the words carefully. HAHA. But, is it pro or cons? Idk, either. HEEHEE! <:

Korean Craze is NOT over yet! (: I bet its a happy thing! HAHA. Im so into Korean shows, be it - LMH or not. I reckon my weekends will not be boring anymre bcos i have tons of shows thats waiting fr me! All thanks to Hub Hub, Winter & Sunnyism - my hard disk is reaching its limit! =] Scary uh! 320GB not enough fr me, perhaps. T.Heehee! Any idea what would be the next craze aft Korean? Jus make a guess laa. (:

Its gonna be July soon. A few bombs awaiting fr me. Havent thought of what to get fr a 21yrs old adult-to-be guy. Im always lousy at choosing gifts. In my view, i think those gifts that you received when you turned 21 is the most memorial ehh. Hmm, nowadays people have been gg money-friendly. HAHA! Bcos hor, frm what i see, they're so magnanimous lor. Gifts were so much branded. I can see those birthday girls or boys taking pictures w their background pressies full of branded like - Kate Spade, Burberry, LV, Gucci, Coach, Armani Xchange, Fred Perry, Ed Hardy & many more. I can assure that megawatt smiles can be seen frm the receiver! (:

School has been so far so good fr me. (: Having Datacomm today. Our previous faci went off and came another one. I think hes good laa. But ahh, like umm, a bit idk leyy. Like hes funny and not funny. HAHA! Whatever it is, hes nice to us! (: Hmm, im done disliking Java. One thing fr sure that i still dislike Java is not the lesson but sth else. Think, its only on my point of view. Well, 6 more weeks, off i am frm this.

I think i've been like caging myself up! Fr the only reason is bcos, i havent done any shopping lately! Cannot! How can! Imma gonna go shopping this week! (Y)(Y)(Y) Feel like getting the crocs pump! :D WEEEE~ Talking about shopping, my whole mood changes bcos today isnt a good day fr me. Erm, how can someone live in its own world and treat others like as if they are nobody? Nabuey.

Shall wrap up fr this post. Im on a happy mood naooo~ Buaei Buaei Toodles! <3 Jus as i was about to shut my laptop and head back home w a fabulous mood, my friends told me OOP Assignment 2 is out. 26th July 2010, 11.59PM - dateline. *ewww*

LMH ♥

2010-06-22T09:05:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE MIN HO! ♥

Deserved.

2010-06-09T23:50:00.002+08:00
While waiting for my show to load finish, i decide to come by here and give a short post. (: Hmm, its Wednesday! :( So fast! My holis ending in 4days time. My assignment due in 4days time. My PP Report needs to be submitted in 4days time. Thats why i say, RP is an "awesome" school. D:

Thankfully, im not like still at the beginning. I've not completed both but, SOON. (: Met up w HuiYing, ShiYi & Partner yesterday. Took train w Partner to meet the 2 toodles then head to Pastamania fr lunch session. (Y)(Y)(Y)! Its been long since i ate that! My forever fav! (: After that, went to Singtel shop to enquire if i can upgrade my phone. Hmm, got the approval. So, bought my phone and left. Partner initially wanna wait fr me & buy. But, she bought first. Then tday, i think HuiYing too tempt by us. HAHA! She went to buy also. LOL! (: Our plan was to head back to sch, but we didn't. In the end, we went CP's library. HEEHEE! <:

Today, meet up w Partner fr my PP report. (: Its NEVER a un-crazy day w her around. I think when 2 of us comes tgt, we'll go haywire. HAHA! :D Shes madd funny! Slap you she say - Qian Pa. We were watching the Lil' Nyonya she say - Ju Hua. 1 more, i forgotten! AHHHHHH! Then after that, her parents come back. She kept telling me and laughing @ her Dad lorr! She tempt me to laugh oneeee! HAHAHAHAHA! Seriously very funnyy! Im laughing while typing this also! :D *stomach cramp* T.HEEEEHEEE! <: Thanks Partnerrr! <3

Thats all. Sayonaraa~
Being loved is different ._.

Old Good Times.

2010-06-05T00:26:00.002+08:00
Oh-Wells, im back frm my trip! (: I went back to my mom's hometown. It was a short & simple trip but, the catching up session were never ending. There were sooo much stuffs to talk about. Its been 6 years since we last went back thr. People thr are rly caring and they have a pure heart. (: Because being a Singaporean, from what i see i think i differ frm them alot. The life that im leading & theirs are totally different. They dont have busy schedules like ours. They just eat and wear with whatever they can afford and brand was never an issue to them. I feel so fortunate, yet i always ask fr more. I know, cos - this is me.

I've always like sitting down thr hearing stories from my relatives. Its so interesting! (: Though, some are rly those sad ones. The biggest difference between us and them is their bonding w one another. People thr would jus care fr whoever or any one who needs a helping hand. They jus help even though they dont know the person. Their bonding is rly a touching one. How i wish i can stay thr & nvr come back. (: City life is too pressurizing. City life have too much people w mask on. City life has too much motives gg around. City life hasn't groomed much to be more appreciative. Thats how wasted it is to jus live in a comfortable environment yet our small heart can't hold a candle to a simple villager's heart. (:

My only agony staying thr was the Mosquitoesss! OMG. -.- i couldn't stand it. I've accumulated AT LEAST 15 kisses frm them. SEE! How welcoming they are to me. -.- Bloody hell. Im like scratching here & thr and its rly irritating to see those red dots! Pssssst! But, still i wanna go thr again. Its always a luxury to stay thr though their lifestyles are much more lower than here. However, its the Love frm them that has touched me deeply. (:

Okay, now i have to complete my OOP assignment & PP report containing 2000 words. YAH, all thanks to RP. So brilliant to clam these 2 tough proj tgt. I bet everybody is complaining about it. HAHAHA! Im rly lazy to start off my work, srsly. Sigh, still have to get on task. Morning met up w Jon fr OOP. PHEEW, thank God fr his help. If not, i'll drown in no time! :) Will still be meeting him up next week bef he goes fr his holiday! I dont understand how can someone be in deep love w Java so much. HHAAHAAA! :>

Recently, i have a friend confiding her trouble to me. Hmm, she felt so heartbroken when the one she loves and thought would eventually be w her jus turn towards another girl. Hmm, idk ley. I kept telling her, he may not be the one. I feel so lousy when im telling her these. Cos, i could do more to help her washed away those ugly memories. Yet, i jus told her one sentence. :C I hate seeing people falling fr someone they should not. Dammshitzzxz. Jus give up laaa! Expose yourself more to the world, oh-pleaseee.

Im tired. G'night, humans. <3
Dont be naive.

Decrypt It.

2010-05-25T01:04:00.005+08:00

A few overdue pictures up thr. (: Simple friends like this can make you feel love, whats more to expect? Time check : 1.09AM. Im supposed to declare a off day for myself but, due to ut. I need to get myself back to sch at 430pm. Totally dislike uts at this kind of timing, it makes me feel so sleepy~ hmm, worst thing is tmr's paper is Java. -.- Im sure i will stare at this questions blankly. HAHA! Srsly, Java is sucha pain in the ass. No one love it except fr those PROs. Well, definitely im not catagorized into that grp of ppl. Jus see how i screw the paper tmr! (:

Im glad that i get to drive fr the whole of last week. I brought my family to a few places fr dinner! (: It was a fruitful week fr me! Whatever it is, i think my parking still sucks. Really, circuit method dosent apply to outside's carpark condition. TSK! Hmm, i rmb that night i went to Bukit Timah fr dinner. When i stepped out frm the car, a few guys was stunned! Very sad know! They cfm thinking why i so short can drive! :( Anyw, it was my first time eating the malay food over thr. OMG! Its very delicious mannn! :D I wanna go thr again! T.HEEHEEE! :>

Lastly, our beloved Dr.Goh Keng Swee left us at the age of 91yrs old. I think hes still very young. Should lived up to many many more yrsss! :( You'll always stay in the heart of majority. C: Anyw, im supposed to share alot alot of stuffs here. But, i need to get my objective right. I need to get back to study fr tmr's Java. :] Nights, toodles! I'll update bef i leave SG ya! ._.

ite, ♥.

Hideous? No, thanks.

2010-05-16T00:21:00.004+08:00

TEEHEEEE! HAHAHAHAHAA! Okay, im done w my blogging. (: LOL! Jus kidding. Alright, i need & i really need to think what can i write down here. I've not adapt back to those times whereby i have the urge to blog every single day. BAHHHHH! Dont know what has got into me. Everytime i wanna blog, i did. But, after a few sentences, i jus delete the post away. Like weird only. -.- HEEHEEE.

OHHH-Kay, its early Sunday right now. But, to me its still Saturaday night lahh. Imma now watching the Jacky Wu's GUESS-GUESS show. Damm hilarious lor! :D It definitely has the power to make you laugh frm start to end. (: The first guest invited to the show was Jacky Chan's Son. I dont know his english name. BUT BUT! I'll google it later! :D WEEEEEE, hes so cuteeeeee! Though hes not angmoh, he looks so attractive also. *melts* ._. Second session of the show was the match-making show. Pssst, their criteria & background soo good. Dont know why still attend such programme. HAHA. Anyw, this is the last hosting by AH-YA. Sadden. :'(

Let me talk about my class naooo! Gosh, i feel sooo eggcited talking about this bunch of people! Ohh-why. Hmm, i think this week went pretty well for the class. The bonding seems to be gathering for all of us. We crapped, make noise, tease, blahhh-blahhh, ya. Though i feel that the time that took us to warm ourselves up were kind of longg. Whatever it is, i think time isnt a matter! Right, (: I maddd-love the joke between me and Eve! That joke is like damm faggot funny! Oophs, Eddy~ Dont sad! :) Yest, IEP and PP result was out. My application Failed, too bad. HAHAHA. No chocie, got to do PP then. :( Eddy say i dont feel any sian-ness when i know that i have to do PP. Then i told him some comfort sentences. I swear thats the first time he praise me lor! He said "FENNIE! You Damm ZAI!". :D

EHHH, i think i feel a bit bad. But, i also think i made that person look cute lor. (: That day, someone ask me what course i studied. Then, i told him i study those rocket and how pigs fly! HAHAHAHHAA! Damm gross, i know. & after out chat i forgotten to tell him i was kidding. So, he went back to ask his friends and parents. LOL! -.- Cui, his friends & parents laugh @ him say he kena punked by a girl. However, they were laughing hard too okayyy! SEEEEEE! i brought jokes to em'! Lucky hes aint a petty guy, he still say want revenge. TEEHEEE, bodohhh. (:

UTs is round the corner. Believe your eyes, im studying naoooo! ._. Good girl right, i know. But, idk how many % of the studyload went in. Im not a genius. So, while watching tv and studying ... ya. Bef i forget, im sorry twinny. She wanna meet me up tday but i wasn't actually free. She called me man! I was friggin nervous. First time talking via phone. Normally, we only msn chat & sms. COOL! Twinny, we shall have our proper virgin meet up okay. Meet at some glam places! (:

Im feeling good! Cos, i manage to type down a lengthy post though at first i doubt i couldn't even jot down 3paragraphs. :) Its 1.15AM right now. Im gonna turn in soon. I wonder - when will be my next visit here. HAHAA! Goodnight, Earthy-souls! Its a pleasure to share things thats happening around you. :)

When thr's no will, thr'll be no way.

2010-05-10T11:04:00.002+08:00

I'll update soon. Hope i'll have a lengthy & a wordy post! :) TEEHEEE!

Officially.

2010-05-06T20:41:00.003+08:00
A Driver, ♥

Realise, its MAY! (:

2010-05-01T23:47:00.003+08:00
1st MAY, labour day for every little hardworking ones! (: Hmm, but its a saturday. So, its kinda like a usual day. It totally slips off my mind that today was actually a Public Holiday! :( There's no make up fr this coming monday! If not, i'll have a long weekend.

This space has been so much neglected. Recently, ntg much happened. So, it'll be kind of a dead post if i jus update a few lines and ciaozxz. But, anw here i am to give a touch up here. HAHA! Classmates have been much more friendly compared to the first day of sch! (: Well, you need some jokers in class to actually lift up the atmosphere in class, so my class dosen't left that requirement out! :D For that, i have made one classmate who can bicker w me everyday like nobody's business! COOL uhh. I bet my days in class wouldn't be bored anymree.

Hmm, Thailand is still as chaotic as ever. I can forsee that my June's trip is vanishing~ Sigh. The soooooo manyyyy stuffffsss that i wanna get would have to be postpone to another date, late Sept i think. The best thing to shop @ BKK is you can shop and spent so carefreely! :D Definitely, it bcos of the currency conversion. If not, people won't name thr as their shopping heaven. HAHA. (: I hope none of my sch stuffs will clash w the dates in any day of Sept. *CrossFingers*

Nature - this word came knocking on me like JUST only. Hahaaa. Its common hearing people saying "AHHH, thats human nature." Does it sound logical when we dont know that particular person & we can even dislike him/her? Obviously, its YES. We just have to find a detestable point of that person & the conclusion would be I Dislike Him/Her. (: Thats the nature of human, i believe most should agree though lil part of me is reluctant to. -.- Weeeell, the best way to make one less enemy in your life is - make friends! When you get to know the person better, you'll find alot of positive points about him/her. & you'll reflect on why do you have to detest them sooo much? Really! Morale of the story will be, make friends w your enemy! HAHAHA. Though it sounds funneh uhh. (:

Okay, the clock in my body is hitting the point whereby it says "The Night Is Not Young Anymre!" Teehee, its time to hop onto my bed like naaoooo. (: Jus as im logging off, the calendar stated Sunday. SEEEEEE! Weekends past like dammm fast! :| A Hippo wanna cab dwn frm Chinatown to have supper w me, should i feel touched? HAHA. Answer is NAHHHH! (:

Goodnight, (L).

Trust.

2010-04-21T21:38:00.005+08:00
Simply because i have sth to blog, so im here.

Shall share about my sch stuffs first. Sth to wee about! (: im having 4days of sch a week. Not many weeks more, PP will be coming its way. Sigh. Kinda fear of this. Some say easy, some say tough. Hmm, hope its average. (: HAHA. Currently watch the New Beginning. The storyline fr this show would definitely stay a deep impact in me. This show made me recalled back to those times when im w VA3 and our grad performance was a Wedding & Funeral tgt. But, ours was more to comedy side laa. (: Really miss that bunch of people. :D

Ahhhhhhh. My laptop is gg haywire soon. Pleaseeeee, dont. :'( I need it till my Year 3. Hmm, basically, my letter W has been giving me problems once a few days. Now, its working finee. (: However, it can like suddenly continously type wwwwwwwwwwww all the way know! Yest, i feel like throwing my laptop. -.- W, dont be like this okay. I love you~ HAHA. Maybe pamper the letter everyday by using less of Ws. Teehee:]

The new MRT line has opened. But, it seems like it has cause inconvenient fr ppl also. Tsk. What to do? No new line, ppl complain. New line open, also complain. Hard on SG Government. Hahahaa. :|

Okay, im kinda abit turned off now. BUT! I still promise myself to type slowly & not endanger my other keyboard-pads. -.- Hmm, an hour ago, i received a msg frm PC. I swear, i didn't know about this. She was asking me if the person who's insulting her sist was me or Jx. First emotion i have in me was - pissed.

Immediately, i text Jx & asked him abt it. He said NO. And even bef i could reply back that it wasn't me nor Jx. PC text me to ignore those retaliating comments if its me or Jx. I know that, if you know its either of us, those comments wouldn't be written to defend PH. Thats makes it why you would tell me to forgo those comments if its were us - i know you'r protecting PH. BUT, i think PH has got to learn to take up responsibilities.

It can be seen clearly that PH tagged on my tgbd regarding me not looking good in my beanie. I didn't mind. Because, i choose to post the picture and ppl has all right to comment on it. & i have no idea who was the "Anti" who tagged on her. When PH was confronted, she denies about it. Definitely, those being close to PH will come supporting her say alot of nasty words. FRANKLY SPEAKING, do you ppl know what PH did? If she didn't do anytg, ppl wouldn't go commenting on her! True? Im infuriated that you girls are scolding "Anti" like as if PH is right from the start. The funniest thing is by replying one person's tag is polite and courtesy. But, some define as Spam. WTF? HAHAHAHAHHAA! lmao.

My point is : You made the choice to comment on me, i dont mind. But, if my friends or whoever gets back to your blog & comment, dont deny about the fact on what you did previously. (: PH & PC, i knw im harsh here. This is how i feel, pardon me for that.

"Anti" - though idk who are you, maybe you'r my friend. Still, thanks alot fr that shot! :D Hmm, do text me in any way to tell me your identity! HAHA. (: Kudos!

Year Two.

2010-04-16T15:39:00.002+08:00

While waiting fr friends to dismiss frm class, i've decided to give a lil update here! (: Hmm, today's the second day of sch. It was pretty okay. The enthu wasn't as good compared to the last 2 classes. This class has weird guys - REALLY weird. -.- anyw, im in the SAME class w Germaine & SAME team w her fr the first day. Awesome sweet RP man. (:

Attended Andy's wedding last week @ Orchard. It was somewhat glam laa. Their photo taking really power! HAHA. :D The photo when its developed i will only see small lil heads floating. (:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. IDK what to blog anymre. Gahhhh. BYE, toodles! (:

Be Convinced.

2010-04-09T00:45:00.006+08:00

Back frm town not long ago w Precious, QiaoLing & Lis. (: Precious bought the dress that i recommended her. Though its the dress thats on trend now fr teenagers, she still looks good in it. Shes a Mom of 4 okay. (: Not forgetting, i didn't came back empty handed too! :D HAHA. anw, we had our dinner @ paragon. It's a quite common chinese restaurant. Well, the food was relatively okay even though i've tried their Chef's Recommendation. Hmm, headed back hm str8 aft dinner. Thanks QiaoLing fr riding us to & fro tday. First time out to shopping w her. Find it quite interesting as we have quite alot of topics to chat on. Seems comfortable when talking to her. (: She reminds me of Scandal lo. DK why, maybe their common point is that they are mature enough fr you to learn sth frm them. (:

Tuesday was out w Scandal & Wong. As usual, our Queen S is always late. -.- Initial plan was to meet at 5.15pm. Ended up our Queen S appeared only @ 6plus. HAHA. :D Wanted to catch a movie but due to the time constraint, we headed to Sakura fr dinner! (: I swear that the buffet was bastardly delicious! :D My first time thr! But, it wont be my last count tooooo. Hahaa. Aftermath, DK who suggests to take NP. We went to Dhoby Ghaut MRT thr. Then, train-ed home. On the way back home, thr's this 2 tmd black bangalas standing not far away frm us. 1 of the idiotic bangala took out his phone and snap pictures! Knn. Spoilt mood laa. Tsk. Whatever it is, i still enjoy my day out w the 2 lovelies. ♥ ♥ ♥

LEO was supposed to release the timetable & class list tday fr all RPians. But, it was down again. And only by 13th then can we view it. Same problem like last sem 2. Wth. Need to wait again. -.- So those TPians dont have to whine that other sch have their timetable out early. Cos, now RP is releasing it out 2days bef sch starts, fair ehh. (:

I wrote and i delete, everything. I published and i backspaced, everything. What i wanna say is, if you'r so great, you won't be doing this at ppl's back. Confront, how abt it? (:
Big Loser.

It's April! (:

2010-04-04T23:31:00.003+08:00
Finally, im not tired to give my blog an entry. (:

Some stuffs are still fresh in mind. Yest went out w Jx fr shopping @ town. Yay, i've found the dresses i want! Surprisingly, Jx spend more $$$ than me lor. (: HAAHA. Thereafter, we head fr our lunch @ Botak Jones. Suay-ed enough, it rain. -.- No choice, we've got no umbrella so we waited fr the rain to get lighter. It was a good day. Hasn't been meeting this old friend of mine up lately. At least, we manage to catch up quite a few. (:

Today, went over to grandpa's house. Aunt & Uncles were thr too. So, we were talking about Universal Studio etc. I want to go! :D Its gonna be FUN! (: Sth to make me excited, Uncle's coming back frm USA this friday instead of towards the end of April. I can get my loots very very soon! (: & lastly, Mom cooked ten crabs tday! Madd hell lots! She was trying out the favour that i friggin love it! Result was OKAY laa. So thoughtful of her still! Kudos! :D

Im awaiting fr June - Thailand Trip! (: BKK is in a big mess now. Hopefully by the time im flying over it would be peaceful. Please, i need to shop! ._. Who dont go BKK fr shopping? Right! Moreover im gg w a person who's selling outfits via blogshop. Shes gg thr to get loots over to SG to sell! (:

Sch's starting in a week or two time. A need to adapt to new classmates & new environment though all the blocks are the same, yes - Again. Not gonna elaborate on how sickening is that as i've been whining it everytime when thr's a new class. Duh. But, as we get along, i realise im always happily writing abt them & the things they've done that make the whole class smile. (:

Next Tues meeting Scandal & Partner up. (: Mich couldn't join us, SAD. These girls are my superlove. (: IDK how to describe how great they are. They are like ppl you need in your life. Great peeps does not comes easy. So do they, xoxo. (:
(L) is in the air, grab it.

Buss - Buzz.

2010-03-28T00:09:00.003+08:00
Hectic week fr me. Seriously, exhausted. I've finish watching the Cruel Temptation, 129 epi. Thankfully i have that to acc me throughout during my toughest period of rotting during the wrk. HAHA. (: I think Korean guys looks attractive too. Jus abit hard to communicate. So, ang moh is still way better. (: anw, parents back frm Shanghai & they bought 2 pumps & some accessories fr me. weet, its nice. (:

Results are out. And due to my lappy pswrd thingy, i couldn't checked it until its resolved like next week. Wth. Okay, i think im the one & only ppl in this world who is still so patient when everyone else is so eager to knw how well they fair overall. Gosh. Need to get down to sch SOON.

Meet up w J that night fr dinner. Its been decades since we met up to have a proper hang out. Aft dinner, we strolled back and talked alot too. (: Hmm, teenagers nowadays are more into brands, i guess. Branding has bcome so much impt than other considerations. Ppl used to say brand determines some fame, which i feel that its true. Some ppl work, work & work so hard jus fr that few hundreds and then spend it in like a few seconds. What i can say is, buy only when you can afford or have the financial ability to. (:

Its been sucha addict - to listen to songs and put me to sleep. I have deep insights when it comes to the song "What Hurts The Most". This is quite of an old song. But, i can imagine the setting of this song. HAHA. Not too drama, this song does not only reserved fr ppl who have a broken heart to hear. (: Its so madddddd! Cos, even when im on a happy mood, i still love to listen to it.

On a light note, i think YK's blog is one of the best blog i've ever read. It gives me a sense of knowledge. The way he pen down his thoughts and how he drafted it out to his readers was marvellous! (: Alright, im gg off to bed now. Byee. :D

Double-Doubles!

2010-03-20T21:43:00.005+08:00
It's the weekend again. (:

Wednesday, went out w lil' sister & her family. (: Shopped arnd fr Precious & her son's present. Hmm, bought 2 tops fr myself and headed fr dinner @ some kind of a chinese resturant. Umm, their white chicken is uber delicious! (: Should bring my parents thr someday. Wee~ Aunt Shanice is preggy now. Its always so exciting to find out the gender of your baby. So, we went to shop arnd @ mother's care store. Those clothings are really really, Cute! (: April, we'll get to know if its a m/f. (:

Previously, was deciding to have a tour to HK w Precious, QiaoLing & ZiHong. But, no more. :( Cos, Precious's relative side holding wedding dinner. (: Duhh. Got to postpone that HK trip dk to when lo. Initially, was looking forward to it. Neh-mind, shall go thr this yr, soon. (:

This is soooooooo great! :D My uncle is currently overseas working at US. That day my cousins came arnd to visit me & told me what their dad has bought fr them. (: They said that the Coach bags thr are selling at a lower price compared to Sg. Teehee :] Bought 1 fr mom, 2 fr myself. But hor, the price add up also quite pricey leh. Still, i believe its cheaper than in Sg cos my fifth aunt bought one @ DFS & its godamm exssy. HAHA. My uncle called back that day and tday. We chatted quite alot. Whatever he says, makes me feel unsafe to travel arnd thr. -.- Thanks lahhh, anw. Im gonna have my loots when hes back in mid-april! (:

When my parent's back, im gonna shop fr new clothes! (: Kudos! ._. -xoxo.
C'mon, stop your act. Its good enough. (:

Splendid.

2010-03-13T22:45:00.002+08:00

3 Days of fun, laughter, happy moments w Cliques jus ended this fast. Hmm, though not much ppl attended, i still feel a need to say that "this is a memorial stay." (: We had lots of exercising! HAHA. We cycle and cycle and cycle. On the 2nd day, we woke up early morning @ 5am to watch the sun rise. But, luck wasn't on our side as we couldn't locate where exactly it is. Upon disappointment & hungry-ness, we head to Mac fr our breadfast. (: & aft some nap time, we head to Wild Wild Wet. It was fun! :D We got ourselves enjoy like mad to the max! Sun-burn. :] Umm, aft that, the rest of the time we were playing in the room. But, im like sleeping all the time. HAHA. Oh yes, we went to catch a movie too - Happy Go Lucky. It was a hilarious show. Definitely worth a catch. Overall, other than elated, thr's no other word i can describe about this stay w these beloved people. (: Wonderful thanks to P.Jx who has been snapping pictures fr us! (:

Apology to my friend, whose being so nice to bring me out to Pasir Ris Central fr supper. BUT, i fell asleep & didn't reply his textes till the next morning. HAHA. I left him & his friend waited fr an hour. Sorry, Alvin. (: Bcos being w someone that you used to love fr nearly a yr will therefore make you feel loneliness now, due to her departure. Love is jus so unpredictable. When i first got to know Alvin, he jus gave me an impression that hes a guy who plans everything. Once he asked me : "Why didn't you create an savings a/c w your boyf?" I replied, "Ever sure that break-up was impossible?" Perhaps, i could see that in his dictionary, break-up dosen seems to exists. & that leads to why i was super astonished when i saw his status. Hmm, he seems to be happier cos he said he can get more opportunities to know more girls. LOL. -.-

Seven days, the headline of the news didn't made any better. Jack Neo scandaling news is still on the cover. People are still commenting, gossiping & some may even be laughing at it. Some may still show support towards him and awaiting fr more of his movies. While some may have wanted him to leave the Showbiz. Are audiences poll taken into consideration on the decision of ending his career? If not, i dont see any meaning in some viewers simply protesting like its their family problem. Jus bcos hes some famous film-director, hes got to take in all those critism & humiliation frm the public non-stop.

Cruelty does exists. When someone is alr at the lowest point of life, he/she needs space. Indeed, i may not know him well. From my point, i could only say, hes image to me was never tarnished. No matter how intensed the reports were, i think deep inside hes still a human being jus like any ordinary man. If only the public were mature enough to give ample time & space to them, they would be able to get rid away this agony soon. (: Im looking forward to his next production.

Im slouching here & i dont know what more to type. HAHA. Basically, i think im growing everyday. (: Becos i've been reading newspaper almost everyday! :D Okay laa, more or less it does helps, agree? Before im gg off, i wanna tell you that the reason why i seldom talk about you or contact you is becos i know when you need me, you'll automatically text me. When you dont, i think i dont even exists. Forget it. When you have any sorrows/happiness, dont share it w me. It does not make any difference. & i dont wish to hear any cos, it none of my business. (: GoodBye! ._.
Any girl can really be a bitch at times.

Left Untouched.

2010-03-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

Okay, its been really really long since i last updated. My life has been so much more happening than ever. Though, i won't really post evrytg that has happened now, i think all i need is to jus - remember. Not that im neglecting this space. Im purely not seeing any morale of my story each day. Precisely, some of my post may not be sth that aft you read, OH. you'll learn sth. Nah, its not that. The groove, how abt it? (:

Been hanging out w the Mangos and some classmates like P.Jx & JunYang. Of cos, most outing only consists of 5 ppl. Rawr. Thats pretty bad. However, im pretty glad that thr's still ppl turning up bcos they recognise the effort frm the organisor. It may not be sth like a Huge event. No doubt, this kind of short - simple & sweet hang out does play some importance in our communication. (:

Apparently, im missing W36F too. Im not blabbering words, serious. I know, the 1st one to say im talking rubbish is - Heng Zhee Wei. HAHA! :] Umm, activities that were pre-planned by the organisor it will always end up cancelling. Some things can be seen jus by a glance. Not to deny, i feel that the bonding that we used to have, has alr somehow fade a lil - some. Those that we used to meet up fr lunch even till Sem 2, it was still good on track. Whereas others, i think they will float further when Yr 2 starts. (: Time to learn to let em' go bcos they'r beyong our strength.

Realise its March? (: Actually, time hasn't been passing fast fr me. Im hoping that sch can have no holis. Looking frm another angle, wouldn't it be fabulous to graduate like a rough 9mth earlier? Sounds good, fr me. (: Anw, i used to have sch days during my bday. This 3 years gonna be different. I will have sufficient breaks fr my bday! :D In retrospection, i thought i would have a lonely bday this year. Oh-No-No, thanks to the kind-hearted planner, P.Jx. 6 March 2010 turns out to be a awesome day. (: The gathering at town was not really long. But, i've received surprise frm em'. Thanks lots Mangos & 2 Dudes. :D Whatever it is, effort is sth that i can see & no matter how much the effort is, the thought still play the biggest role. *loves*

Also not forgetting to those who have msn, fb or sms-ed me. Really appreciate to you ALL - Lovely Parents, OXY, Mangos, P.Jx & his Mom, JY, Juliana, XueYi, HanFong, Jeremy, Fion, A.Keng, Germin, Scandal, Alvinnie, Eric, BK, BenG, Dax, Gareth, June, Lis, Joelle, QiaoLing, WeiLun, WeiHuang, WeiQi, Zhee, ZiHong, Precious & Husband, WongWong, Michaela, YuXiang, WeeKai, Alan, KangJie, RongYuan, Shae, ZhiHao, YanTeng, WeiWen, LEP, MeiFoong, SiYing, Ariansah, Nieeya, Christina & CiJin.
Received present frm - Parents, Bro & OXY, P.Jx, Mangos, JunYang, Jeremy, Alan, Joelle, Precious & Husband, WeiWen, WeiLun, WeiLi, WeiHuang & QiaoLing.

Last topic i would like to touch on bef im signing off frm here. Recently, the bigg bigg header thats never-ending appearing on Papers is all about - Jack Neo's scandaling. Hmm, much of you who knew what i had in his company bef did came forward to ask me about it. The truth is, idk anytg, i know nuts about this issue. When i first seen the news, i quickly text D. Asking him if he know about it. D - "really meh? what is it?" Honestly, who would ever believed that a person who used to groom us would turn into some typical man in this society?

My point of view is Girls Are Stupid. To the extend that you know whatever thats happening between you & Jack should be kept confidential, you gave yourself a tight slap instead. Wtf. Future, ruined & its like totally - ruined. The world is always Realistic, no matter what. It takes time to heal the fact, though it cannot nvr be heal. But, time will light up the way when the tide of the news gradually fade. gby.

Im off fr 3D2N chalet w peeps. Gonna pack my stuffs fr tmr! YAY! Like finally, im gonna have fun till i drop! (: Time Check : 11.20pm xoxo, Nights Readers ._.

Everything happens fr a reason - itrustit.

The Creator Of My Smile.

2010-02-17T00:42:00.005+08:00
14 . Feb . 2010 :
First day of CNY is always as usual. Going to a few temple fr praying & then to relative's house fr some visiting. But this year we had an additional hse to go. My cousin's! He's gettg married soon. Hes house was really amazing! Having doors thats like anti-slam! Super grossssss! :D Aft that we head out fr movie~ This year only manage to watch one : Little Big Soldier. It's quite hilarious, so worth watching! (: This year gambled a bit and won 4bucks & Dad won like 10bucks aft many hrs of mj session. HAHA. Every year i get the same questions given by my relatives. "Where is your boyf?", "When gg to find one?", "Where you studying at?" bla bla blahhh~ They never get tired of those questions but, i am.

15 . Feb . 2010 :

Woke up in the afternoon, had my lunch w family & bro drove me to Precious's house. When i reached thr, -.- its alr filled w ppl. Like throwing some party! The atmosphere was heavenly, i love it! (: Ppl thr are always so friendly & even though me & Precious's relatives ain't close @ all, we still have topic to talk about. Unlike, my paternal's side. I've always felt we have some kind of barrier in between. Dosen't matter, it exists since like N years ago. AHHHHHH~ Back to topic, this year Precious did something weird. Basically, she has 4 sons. So, she brought me around to call those aunties, uncles names jus like what her sons are calling. Then, to the grandfather & grandmother. CUI. The grandmother asked "Whose girlf is she?" -.- Stayed till about 5plus and Precious's 2nd son drove me back. (: Arnd 6plus head out to 5th uncle's hse fr a mini buffet. Too tired that i doze off thr. D: Surprisingly, i saw my 3rd unlce. Hes always hardly to be seen when thr's any gathering. He gave me a funny remark like "So long didn't see you, you seems to consume alot of Pao Chai ahh." LOL. He was merely giving me a compliment that i looks like a korean! HAHA. :D

16 . Feb . 2010 :

Afternoon head out fr praying w family, went quite a lot of places. Then to nearby house area fr dinner. Manage to meet up w some Sec School friends. 2 house visiting - Jovian's & WeiLeng's. Aftermath, head to Lot 1 fr move : Percy Jackson & The Lighting Thief. Good recommendation! Anw, nice bike experience i have! Cos, Kai bike-ed me thr! (: Train-ed back aft movie & here i am updating. HAHAHAHA!

Overall, this few days, i have been enjoying myself! Having family members to acc was really great. Nevertheless, i think OXY did acc my family quite alot this year! Thanks lady~ (: Not forgetting, i'll be gaining weight toooooo! Those food at home are distractions! :( Alright, & i'll be meeting up w Clique this coming thursday! Im so-looking-forward to it! (:

GoodNight Beetles~ xoxo, F. not fcuk. but Fennie. *cheese* (((((((:
To be honest is to lessen the hurt, not to control.

CNY's Here! :D

2010-02-13T21:54:00.003+08:00
Very fast, 2 more hours to CNY. Everybody should be at home having some reunion dinner. Chit chatting & drinking. Family are always the best! :D

Finally aft 1 month of hectic helping out routine. I'm seriously drained. But, thankfully, it has ended. I'm officially claiming my 2 months holis break. YAYYYYYYYY! Love RP to the max when they give me holis! But, hate them when they change class every Sem! HAHAAHA. Nonetheless, thats how we make new friends in RP. LOLS! -.- I need to get myelf down to complete stuffs that i've yet to do. Of cos, i will have plentiful of sleep during the holis. Waking up in the noon everyday, HAHA! :D Sounds sooooooooooooooooooooooo Marvellous! (:

Did my mani & pedicure tday. I think i dont like it. At first sight, the color was alright. Not vert RED. Good thing. (: But, aft applying, i think ... it's still nice lahh! Jus that the deco wasn't nice at all. So, i left the shop w a :( face. HAHAHAH! :D Anw, Alan drove to Bp & pass me a box of Chocolates. Didn't knw why he gave me that out of the blue. Then Jx told me tmr's Valentine Day, only then i realise. HAHA. (: Jx also intend to get me sth too. Its okay dude, the thought was enough, really. (:

Zhee told me this! =/
You know something, yesterday i had a dream.
I dreamt of you keep despo-ing about angmohs... and i was like... donno why i fucking angry and fight with the angmohs
lol -.- i was like ....
HAHAHAAHAH! MAD GROSS siaaa his dream! Super Random also! taaa haa haa~ (:

Im stucked on what i want to type. I think thats all bah. Nothing else. Even have, i think its too far to pen it down cos i've forgotten. HAHA. Alright, earthlings, may you all have an early rest & be fully charged! :D ANG BAOSSSSSSS! ._.

HAPPY CNY & VALENTINE DAY TO ALL THE PEOPLE ON THE UNIVERSE! (:

Hardcore.

2010-02-09T22:48:00.002+08:00
Gotta Be Somebody - Nickelback

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing.
I know it by the feeling.
The moment when we're meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin' my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There's gotta be somebody for me like that.

'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn if this feels too right
It's just like Deja Vu
Me standin' here with you
So I'll be holdin' my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with?

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There's gotta be somebody for me like that.

'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can't give up!
Lookin' for that diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you're holdin' on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.

'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.
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Aft listening, do you ever feel the same like me?
Would it still matters?
Telling myself that "I'll Be Okay."

MissMe, yes,youdo. (:

2010-02-08T21:57:00.003+08:00

Some pictures of class photo that was taken last week, more on fb. Sadden. Thats the end of this Sem. We'r gg to different class again. Getting to know new friends again. Yes, everything is like again. Tiring like what. Im glad that fr the last day of W46M, some of us stayed till quite late & we walked back tgt. The feelg of tgt-ness was awesome. (: I love you ppl jus like how i used to love my Sem 1's classmates. (:

This week the only free day i have bcos i still have 4 papers on hand. I know time files. But, i still got to studyhard. Cognitive papaer tmr. Thank God. Im in the same class w Jx. 5 papers, 5 different class. WTH is wrong w RP. -.- Nehmind. Aft all these papers, i'll be Year 2 Students. Sucks. Ntg to bravo about cos, its gonna be a tough tough tough shit year, i swear. Sigh. What to do~

Last Sat, done my facial. (: Tday went to get my hair done & nails on Friday. teehee :] Still dont think the color looks obvious, perhaps aft a few wash thats what Alan say lo. If color still not obvious he also ya ya~ Yay! Did treatment too. Sieh soft lahh~ (:

Im off to study.
CNY is coming. Wishing everyone a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR in advance, jus in case im too tired to blog. HAHA. :D 新年快乐！
The scariest thing is, you dont believe what you see.

Treasure.

2010-02-03T22:35:00.003+08:00

Okay, my bad fr not updating yest. & The guy who will never stops praising himself, Heng Zhee Wei starting to whine again. HAHA. Still wan say till so understanding towards me lo. Omg. HAHA, funneh ahh! :D

What misunderstanding that are supposed to be cleared, has cleared. Its a great relief to see to barrier drifting away frm them. I like it! (: Definitely, today is an awesome day toooooooo~ (: Thankfully, its my last lesson fr Marketing tday. Its always been a theory module that i hate to memorize. However, a regret that Victor didn't end it w us. Sucha pity!

UT 3 coming in 2 days time. Not fully prepared. Revision not started. But, im not gonna screw the UTs papers! I will study hard. (: & Heng Zhee Wei, stop suan-ing me okay! Stupid lo. HAHA. Every poly life, Sem 2 is the best. Less holis & it end really really fast, no doubt. Oh-nevermind, W46M will still always be rmbered. Our chalet is coming soon too! Ultra looking forward to those ton-ing days! (:

On the other hand, i jus rmb this incident that happened yest. Hmm, feelg kinda grossed when i saw the picture. Both version, i saw. How should i comment on that? Fr me, i would say : Stupid. Blog is yours, true. But bear in mind that even you have a private blog, whatever you post, still pose a danger to you. Esp, when you jolly well know that those pictures shouldn't be publish publically. Ever thought of the consequences? Ever feel how should your kins face the crowd outside? Ever thought how ppl will gossip arnd? Most importantly, ever thought fr your own future?

Sigh. Thr's a limit to your open mindful-ness. No matter how much ppl felt pity/regretful fr what you did, you still can't run away frm reality. God Bless You.

Its been ages since i last updated my iTouch. Transfer many songs into it. & Its like 99% all english songs. Now then i realise. HAHA. -.- A bit slow. LOL! Friends are findg jobs during the holis. & I think i should complete what i have not done. Dance. I can roughly count how many times i went, 4 lessons only. HAHA. :D Anw, Precious husband got a new car. Always a fan of Mers. Kinda like the sporty look of it. Finally a new color aft so much silver, Navy Blue - NICE! Vehli good lo, still ask me sit inside see whether nice to sit anot. *Laughs* :D

Well, i wna turn in soon. My eyebags are getting heavier! Nabeh. This year haven done any facial cos that Beautician i used to go to has shift. Damm thing is, idk where she is. Kns de sia. AHHHHHHH, nvm. Shall do my own DIY facial. Try lahh har. (: Goodnightssssssss, (L).

Cleared.

2010-02-02T13:56:00.001+08:00

Promise to update tonight. (:

I'm just not good enough for YOU.

2010-01-31T00:42:00.002+08:00
J.
I need you to know desperate fr me & need me has different meaning in it. I've always wanted you to stay happy and move on. I will do what it takes to make you stop loving someone you shouldn't be loving aft 3years. It really pains me to see you sad yet I can't nod my head and say yes to be your valentine. I'm sorry.
You know I've always love you likea friend. (:
Posting via Itouch is such an ass.

The Days.

2010-01-27T22:55:00.002+08:00
Right now, im here to do some updates.

Yest, was Comm. & Not to my surprise i Partial. The faci ruined everythng. His damm idiotic attitude and treating us like somewhat children irritates almost the whole class. Only 4 manage to survive in his buang class. Shit him man. Though, i know i should adapt to his attitude. BUT, his words are super provoking to the max. Even the A Student, Ariansah in my class left, so how can i not? HAHA. (:

So, we went to CWP to catch "TOOTH FAIRY". A really really really hilarious show that you people can't miss it! I rate it 5/5! *Popcorns~* Teehee:] Aft movie, we head back home. (:

WEEEEEEEEEE! :D I finally bought a new Havaianas flip-flop, in Nude colour! Old one - DUMPED. (: Was texting w Jx when i was shopping arnd w Clique to buy it. I totally didn't realise that i didn't locked my phone & it went calling Jx. And i saw 4 missed calls. So, i called him back & he wasn't in a good tone, I swear! Cos, even hes Mom agrees. So, he was like talking so LOUDLY to me. :( Unexpectedly, hes Mom heard and asked him who is he talking to? Why talk so loud? HAHA. Hes Mom roughly know who i am. So, poor him got reprimanded back frm hes Mom on talking to me so rudely. (((((((: HAHA. I happy like what leh. :D

Oh-man. Seriously, i miss home-cooked food alot! Bloody hell. 2 more weeks to my proper home dinner. I've been busy helping out & great to have my Clique dinner-ing w me fr the whole of 1 month. (:

I jus rmbered sth that i wan to rant about some SUA KU aunties. I feel so good to still bother to blog about them. Cos, i think they are getting further away frm our generation. (: When girls are tgt, we jus laugh, chit chat, crazy, aiyah! We jus do all sorts of things tgt. So, my Clique & I were heading to the cinema to catch our movie. I forgot what we talk about & thr goes our laughing loudly~ HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH! Then thr is this Aunty, scolded us "Siao". Nabeh. I turned and look @ her. But, shes like so coward to even look back. Then Keshia added on w scolding her back. YAY! :D Dk whats the problem w her lahh. Menses come ah!?! Or stop alr then jealous we still young and can have common topic to share and laugh loudly?!! Damm tmd de irritating! Luckily not same cinema threate. Arbo cfm suan siao her till her face red like monkey's buttock!

Bef i came here i thought i have alot to write. But, now it seems that i couldn't catch back what i wanted to say. ASSshit. Forget it. Im gg off to bed. Bye.
When will we learnt to accept who they are?

OH? SO? AH? HEEHEEE (:

2010-01-22T23:20:00.005+08:00
Special Thanks to P.Jx's MOM fr making the lemon drink fr me though she doesn't know that P.Jx is making fr me. (: P.Jx, thanks fr having that thoughful mind ahh. Fr you, teehee :]

Maths was sucha bore tday, seriously. But, forget it - it's over. And the weekend is here! Yays! :D I can at least sleep a bit later~ HAHA. Alright, aft sch train-ed to Lot 1 to meet Poh Poh. Surprisely, her bro tag-ed along too. Bought her a dress as her birthday gift and hope she likes it. (: Then, cabbed back to Bangkit bcos her bro is so richhhhh~ -.- HAHA! & Strangely, Zhee has a funny bro. I think he saw me and kept bugging Zhee to cfm what i was carrying/wearing. HAHA. :B

Unexpectedly, i didn't thought i would have sucha long chat w one of my Sem 1's classmate who is Alvinnie! (: Super random chat starts frm the survey i asked him to do fr me & so the chat went on till class end. HAHA. Was being punked by him. Shit him! Told me hes gg to get a pilot license and will fly me to America to find Ang Moh Boy. In the end, he said "Im jus kidding, my dear innocent girl" Dammit lo, make me happy fr that bloody moment. D:

Oh Yes! Not to forget my saviour fr the day, Viet Phang! (: This morning was raining so heavily and it was so cold but, that doesnt make an excuse fr me to forget to bring my jacket. So, the only person i thought first was him. Cos, he recently jus moved to near my hse area & he's always well-known fr late. HAHAHAHA. So, he brought me a very very very thick jacket! =/ Aft sch he went back home w/o letting me know & poor me got to carry that heavy jacket back. :( A praise fr him, he looks damm charming & smart in his formal code. I bet it melts many ladies (L). (:

2 more weeks to the end of Sem 2. Some friends may remain, some may leave. Some may smile to you when they bump into you, while other might ignore you. Some may concern you like how they used to be, while some jus can't be bothered. (: But, what can we do? Dont waste time on them then, simple.

Rarely blogging @ this hour since sch start. Good that i make the effort, HAHA! And i'm spending alot this week! F-lah. :( Im so B-R-O-K-E now! Okay, I promise i will contribute my ang pao $$$$$ to my a/c & freeze it! *grins* Though, it jus a few hundreds. Additional New Year Resolution, use less "colourful language", oh-please. I need to control. :} Lastly, Congrats to Bro RY who managed to pass his tp w only 2 demerit points, PRO. *WEEEEEE*

Im done w the typing. Now, heading to bed & have a good sleep w sucha cooling weather out thr. (: Goodnight, humans. xoxo, ._.
p/s: P.Jx, im sorry fr, you know lahh ahh.

Short Spin.

2010-01-21T13:17:00.002+08:00

That was the pictures took during another formal day we had for Comm. HAHA. :D

Update Soon. Bye, people. (:

Seven Days Gap.

2010-01-18T09:23:00.004+08:00
Its been pretty long since i last update. Almost forgotten what i've done fr the week. Trying to re-call..

Last Tue, went partial again to catch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 w Clique. They are friggin cute! Okay, back to why i partial. It wasn't Miss Nat that day, was a lady w stupid attitude problem & i jus can't stand it. I'll pray hard that Miss Nat comes tmr & its formal wear day, once again. Gosh. Heels, office outfit, posture, etc. -.- Should be able to survive fr the day. (:

Sick for last consecutive 3 days. Didn't attend sch on Friday and its Math. D: Lucky it wasn't a tough problem last week, so i guess i need some catch up frm my classmates. (: Was having a really bad flu and apparently having a good friend like Jx isn't isn't isn't a BAD thing. Teehee :] Why? Becos, he came to sent me some expensive remedy fr my flu to my doorstep. HAHA. Nice dude~ Thanks alot anw. (:

Friday night, went fr midnight show w Precious & her family. Was still feeling sick but becos i will never allow myself to miss any of Jackie Chan's movie, so i headed out to watch. This movie is definitely a MUST WATCH MOVE! "The Spy Next Door", damm hilarious & alil touching towards the end. (: YAY! Nice-Nice! :D

Saturday saw CheeTian & Jon. LOL! Jon was carrying a Mickey Meow. HAHAAHA! Bodoh lahh, 1 guy carry sucha girly thing. D: Good year fr Jon, 4 more days to your ORD! (: Enjoy your Tues and Thurs off-day. A little catch up was jus-so-good to keep up the friendship.

Terrible feelings overwhelmed me right now, @ this point. I did a fucking stupid thing yest & i swear i really feel very very apologetic fr tht. A momentof anger, A moment of care turned out to be A moment of Cold Shoulders. I didn't know what i did was right/wrong. Thinking back of what i did, i blamed myself totally. I screwed it all up. However, i know i need to make the step to say Sorry fr last night's incident. :( I still feel very bad. But - iloveyou.
Living up in a realistic world, you jus got to be realistic.

Laughs Laughs Laughs! :D

2010-01-11T10:26:00.002+08:00

3 Lovelies : Germs, Keshia & Fareen. (: And of cos, my loots that i bought fr new year. yay-ness! (: I've completed my shopping! Shop w the girls fr str 10hrs. Omfg. Legs are aching. But, i'm glad everyone bought sth and we'r all happy! (: teehee :]

We went Orchard fr shopping. Places we went were : FEP, Tangs, Lido, Orchard Point, 313, Paragon, The Heeren and DFS. Damm tiring fr the girls, i know. I'm really grateful to them fr searching high and low w me to find shops i wanna go. Very thankful to them fr helping me to carry some of my bags, cos it really weighs quite alot. Accomodating to my constraint, cos i need to get everythng done by last weekend. Really, really, i enjoy this shopping outing w them! (:

A million thanks ya, girls. Love you all~ ._. We shall go steamboat during our holis and shopping does not end fr girls. HAHAHA. Fareen end our day w super super hilarious incident of hers. HAHAAHAHA! *secret* Not to forget that P.Jx, he waited fr me @ bus-stop to walk me by home becos he thinks that my hse area is too deserted. LOL. Which is super true lahh. HEEHEE! Not bad lahh, he help me carry ALL my loots. Arbo, i cfm drag myself home. (: Xie Xie Ni.

Okays, im very broke now. Need to save money fr my Thailand trip in June. Tickets booked! WEEEEE~! Thanks Aunt Helen and Precious fr getting everytg done fr me. (:

This morning. OMFG. As usual, get up, prepare to go to sch and meet Germs @ the same bus-stop. WALAO. Supposed to take eithe 966 or 963. We took 960. -.- Okay, i didn't realise until Germs was asking me & i still told her correct luh. She was like : "But, the route was different leh." Then, i was like : Shit. HAHAHA. We were laughing @ each other in bus. The best thing is we slept thru the journey, damm refreshed!

Today's Keshia Birthday! WOOHOOOO~ Shes 18 + 1 years old alr. I hope i did wish her on the dot yest cos i sent her my greetg @ 12AM SHARP! Damm punctual lahh me, i know. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KESHIA! :D LOVES LOVES LOVES YOUUUUUUUUUU!

Drowning.

2010-01-08T13:10:00.003+08:00

Today's Maths. & I happily screwed the paper yest. What a shit. Almost everyone got killed by it. Rubbish. Whatever it is, 5 more weeks to end this agony. Okays, on the other hand, planning fr March holis outing w class was done! I guess it'll be fun. Definitely, my lovelies like Scandal, Partner & Michaela cannot be missed. (: We'll get our butts out to have some crazy time too!

Had LJS fr lunch. Thank you my sweety Germs fr gg to cwp and get it fr me. (: Weekends is here. I have so much shows to keep me accompany thru the night. That means i wont be too bored and put myself to bed anytime in the young nights. (: HAHA.

Something fr me to happy during this weekend is, i'll be gg to hang out w Clique fr shopping this sunday! :D teehee :] & Tmr if only everythng goes well fr Poh Poh. (: Hope so ahh. Seeya soon okays, its been decades since i last saw you! =/

Sth to share abt, kinda __________, idk. (: i'll leave it to you guys to make the guess. HAHA. Yest night was chatting on phone w Jx. Telephone was near my window so, out of nowhere i jus decided to stand by the window & talk. Out from the window was a multi-storey car park which can be seen clearly. Then, thr comes this Grey Car. Its parked @ the highest storey & at a corner which i can see SUPER clearly. So, this guy came out frm the driver's seat and proceed to the back seat and come out again and went in frm another back door and didn't came out aft some time. I was guessing & asking Jx what is he doing thr @ such time. We were thinking he may be taking his nap or sth. Few moments ltr, i saw a girl coming out frm the back seat tgt w that guy. HAHA. The girl was adjusting her clothes all tht. OKAY, till here, you guys can guess whatever your thoughts brngs you to. But, its natural that 99.9999999999999999999999999% of the majority would think the same way. (:

HAHA. I have no comments. (: For goodness sake. -.- Luckily, i see nothng, i swear. (: Alright, ppt g'na start soon. Took some time to blog and i think im good. HAHAHA! anw, people do enjoy the weekends yeah~ I need some good sleep too, xoxo.
It proves Nothing.

Four Identicals! (;

2010-01-07T08:32:00.003+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEE~ The 4 Mangos. HAHA! (L) them ehhh! OKAY. We wore that to sch yest & coincidentally, we were in the same team too! (: and ONLY when we were about to present our ppt then our BODOH faci Victor realise we wore the same shirt. SLOW POKE! HAHA. Good fun day w them! (: Germs, where's your efficiency on planning the Chalet?!? WooHoo~ Germ's fb has my name first on the list : Fennie Teo :]

I had a good 11hrs of sleep yest. Back home @ 7plus. Bath and off to my comfy bed. Then, 9pm Jx woke me up. But, i continue to sleep till 10plus to have my dinner. Aft that, went to get my work done and i Really intend to study one. Too bad, aft i done my assignment, i str away off com. BOOOOO. Im oh-so-lazy to ON it again. (: and thr i go to my LALA Land~

Currently having my fav lesson, Cognitive. Oh, what a Phlogiston. HAHA. Clueless on what it is. Im Super Hungry lahhhh. 12 more mins to first break. (: NKN having TP next tues and she wants me to acc her. But im having sch on tht day. Sorry girl :( i wish you all the best okay. Stay calm. :D

Congrats to KJ getting his license. (: Super howlian. TSK! HAHA. Alright, i have nothng else to say. BYE!, xoxo. (:
Make sure i screw the Maths paper ltr. =/

Unknowingly.

2010-01-05T13:18:00.002+08:00
突然想用不同的语言，来写下我想说的话

今天，我突然觉得

我真的累了。

Occupation : Student.

2010-01-04T10:53:00.003+08:00
Since my occupation is a Student, im back to sch today jus like any others who has the same occupation as me. LOL. Whatever it is, i need to drag myself back on path and inject no-partialing into me (as Keshia said) HAHA!

During last week of holis, i didn't study a single bit. Gosh! That's too bad. Didn't got the mood to get my butt down. Hehs. (: Instead, i went out. -.- First day of 2010 i spend my day outing w Precious & her relatives to Paragon fr lunch. Night out to Pastamania w 2 Poh Pohs. Long time never meet them alr. *Misses* ._.

The Best-test Best day of the week came on Saturday. Teehee :] Went to Precious house fr Mahjong session. COOL. But ahh, i didn't know how to play, so i tag team w her son. Still, we lose 18bucks. GAHHHH~ Afterall, we learnt alot frm those "old bird". HAAHAA! D:

This morning was raining so heavily. I woke up @ 5plus & feel like putting myself back to sleep. Gawd. Why can't i have more weeks of holis?! BLAHHH~ I need to get this into my head : "2mths holis is jus 6weeks away." My Motivator Sentence. HAHA! (:

CNY is near, topping up wardrobe time is hereeeeeee too! *WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE* HAHA. Many Many Places i wanna goooooooo! :( I got 1 pair of legs only. :( Thanks Darling fr giving me a few blogshops link. STUPID BODOH! Blogshop w super nice outfit are 99.99999999% SOLD OUT! tmd. TSK TSK TSK! :|

I'm friggin in the mood to go Shopping! (:

Lastly, i love this lil' girl, Ellie Oon. Damm Cute, i know. :D

2009 Wrap-Up.

2009-12-31T08:45:00.003+08:00
Well, its really fast that i have to write for a brand new year's resolution. But, whatever it is, i dont think i'll be typing down any. Cos, whatever i do, i doubt i will refer back to what i had written down earlier on. HAHA. So, no point. (:

This year has been quite a wonderful year fr me. I've seen thru many things. I've realise how much ppl arnd me do love and care fr me. Special Thanks to ppl who made me pull thru my tough times, Mom&Dad, Bro&Darling, Precious & family, PohPoh, Scandal, Jon, YuQing and CheeTian. Thank You ppl fr bringing to where i am no, living so happily. (:

Poly life was a double thumbs-up fr me! Sem 1 and 2's classmates were both fun-loving! :D HAHA. They made my day in sch. They never fail to end my day w a SMILE. They do help when you need them. Though some ppl are like putting a fake front to be on good terms w you, oh-man. Simply can't be bothered. (: In the up-coming years ahead, there are still many new friends to be made becos of RP's BODOH system. HAHA!

Overall, i think this year was quite an alright year eh. Perhaps, 2010 should be a better one! :D yay! CHEERRRSSSSS! (:

Finally & Lastly, i spent my last day of 2009 w Npcc Cliques. Along w BenG's bday, it create an opportunity fr us to celeb both remarkable events tgt. We had an really crazy night out Drinking and Crazying. HAHA. May the bonding be remained. (:

Wishing ALL Earthlings A Happy New Year 2010! May This Be A Blessing Year To ALL! All The Best In Everytg YOU Do! CCHHHHEEEEEEERRRRRRS! :D

Combination.

2009-12-27T23:27:00.012+08:00

Yeah~ here to update again. (: Shall jot dwn whatever i can rmb so far. HAHA.

25th December 2009:
Morning, went Christmas party @ Precious's relative hse. Precious Son came to drive us over. Overall, it was a pretty nice celebration w many ppl exchanging gifts. Many happy faces overwhelmed lil kids face. (: In the night, met up w Germs only. Didn't really celebrate. Jus like a catch up session w her. Went dinner @ 163 then to walk arnd. teehee :] We've got a deal. If by 21yrs old, we'r still (6 letters), we'll take a tour @ New York (:

26th December 2009:

Nothing much happened. Trim-ed fringe and went Precious hse bef the night out to movie w her, her Husband & Son. Ehhs, fr those who haven catch this movie. I would say, watch it if you like them & wna support them. I think the storyline kinda bored me. But, thr's still some comedy part worth watching (:

AND finally, fr tday. OMG. -.- HAHA. wake up as usual, head dwn and get my lesson done. Then, went back and Evening wanted to Sing K but, cliques like not free. Wanted to catch Sherlock Holmes but couldn't get the tickets in time. Hence, end up only Jx & Me, we went Sing K. -.- wtf. sibei Stupid and Paiseh. HAHA. 2 of us went singing. WAH BIANG! we Laugh @ ourselves also. SOT LAHH. (: NEHmind, we still had Fun :D jus that a bit like... idk. (:

OH YES! The red box above & Majolica Majorca Eye-shadow is given by Jx's Mom when she was away to Taiwan. (: Okay, so nice of her. teehee :> thankyou, Aunty. Lastly, Happy Birthday to You too. (:

Study week fr me. I must get myself to sit dwn and study. I Need To. HAHA. No Outing, No Shopping, No Movie, ... Basically, no late night out fr me. Gosh. -.- i'll have an exceptional day on 31st Dec 2009. Need to join in the atmosphere fr COUNTDOWN one lehh. (; OO-HHH. im off to sleep now. Yawns~ D: *snoring* p/s: aft infinite of lazy bumps thats kept within me, i've got myself a mousepad. Mickey Miao one. HAHA.

I Dont See A Stop Line.

MERRY X'MAS! :D

2009-12-25T01:27:00.006+08:00
25th December, time flies. Another Merry X'mas Day is here again. May all the earthling's wish be granted by the Santa Claus. (: As usual, every year this day ppl will sent their greetgs to one another. Its kinda love that ppl is spreadg arnd, i guess.

Hasn't been blogging lately. Everyday is jus so lethargic. Waking up early in the morning gg fr the same routine. Seriously, it sucks. But, i've got to hang on. (: Ehh, this week almost everyday hanging out w Precious & Son and Annette. Pretty nice of Precious's Son to pick me up and drive me back home everyday. Catch AVATAR in 3D mode on Tues. Oh-MAN. i love this friggin movie to the maximum! :D gurantee a good recommendation! HAHA. anw, yest went West Coast fr lunch. Its god damm delicious! :D & their serving of food is super weird. But, Nice Lahhh. (:

This year's gifts received kinda increased. HAHA. Okays, i've bought all the gifts & im left w wrapping niahh. (: So, mom was asking me about her gift fr x'mas. & i told her i got her the most bloody unique one. My Heart (: Fine. She was likea "forget it, leave it for him." & i've got no idea which him shes talkg abt. -.-

Manicure yest & that stupid bodoh glue lacquer jus made me so pissed off tday. Jus too bad~ Pitiful Jx jus got to bear w my whining fr the whole morning. HAHA. But, Nehmind, tht manicurist is extremely marvellous kind enough to re-do it fr me Free! (: anw, P.Jx! Im really grateful fr your encouragement and time. Even though i meet w tht failure many times, you didn't gave up on askg me to do well. I appreciate your 3hours of waiting. Thank You lahhh P.Jx >.< You better get thru tht okay! :D

Hmm, every year i see ppl's resolution is to Change and Change and making more Changes. Sometimes, words ain't enough for all these. When will the Change ever be seen? How well did each individual Change? When will the Change be enough to make you a better person? In the end, the Change will still be insufficient. Cos, no one is flawless. (: jus like a phrase "A Leopard Can't Change Its Spot." i trust this.

Alright, i think my Mac is alr like 1/3 digested? HAHA. Had Mac earlier on & can't sleep str away so i came here to kill off my boredom! LOL. :P Off to my cosy bed now. Dreamy Dreams~ (;
How Much Time Will I Need?

I Did.

2009-12-20T12:39:00.009+08:00

Both's a commendable movie. But, i think i still like "New Moon" most. teehee :] i love Taylor Lautner! omfg. Hes really irresistible! :D iwanthim! HAHAHAHA. Hes role in New Moon as Jacob Black made everyone awwwwww~ when he appeared. Hes got a friggin nice figure that every guy sees it and will feel demoralised. HAHA. but! i love his face okayyyyy! (:

16 Dec 2009 :
Out to Cwp w Precious & co. Had fun w the kids. whenever i see them, it reminds me of those days when i was young. Having nthg to worry about and all they do is to enjoy their young-hood. However, one day they'll still grow up to be an adult (:

17 Dec 2009 :
Out to Marina Sq. w clidues, Germs, Keshia, Fareen & Jx. HAHA. we went shopping & bought a few items. Okay, thats good. We've got the common tee that we planned to buy. It was a short & simple day w no photos taken but the joyful day we had was rmbered (: lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Yong Sheng! :D

Yest, went praying w Mom, Bro&Gf. Then head to Bpp fr our dinner @ HK Street. & then out w Precious & her relatives. April Aunt's daughter is sooooo sweet. She baked a cake and she brought over some fr me. It was tasty! :D thoughtful girl (: aft movie, headed back home (:

Today, woke up kinda early to me. So, i decided to blog about things i've done over the past few days. End of my first week holis. Left w 2 Weeks. Damm. I need to study! UT will start str aft my holis, 3 papers.

Alright, i've finish my typing. HAHA. Seriously, i always jam when i blog, i've alot to say. But, when it comes here, everything jus went haywire. GOSH! -.- anw, Sasha, my dark cloud. I hope you'r fine and i dont mind listening to your troubles if you have any (: BYE.Earthlings.
If only i could read you.

One, Two, Three!

2009-12-16T23:13:00.007+08:00

WITH LOVE, fennie.teo (:

I Appreciate.

2009-12-14T11:13:00.002+08:00

Our mentor got this for us. Everyone is to write how they feel about each other. HAHA. Kindof fun! :D alright, im left w 4hours and i can claim my holis. Feel super lethargic tday. Maths day. Still surviving, i hope (:

Yest went dinner w my friend's family & lil sister. Hmm, food okay lor. So-so lor. HAHA. Finally, Precious graduate frm her Physician Course. wooo~ 4years jus gone like that. Time flies~ anw, had a small chat w LEP this morning. He's doing his reg. fr his next Sem. Uni seems so tough! Shit. He was crazy to think that i was clubbing in sch! MADsome in him (:

Someone's reading ALL my blog posts like a storybook. happy reading, thou its not like very happening. Thanks lahhh Heng Zhee Wei! HAHA. & im right behind Jx. He's watching Stephen Chow's movie. soooooooo old lor~ & he look so engrossed! EEEEEEEEEEEEEE! a policewoman seducing a man and she stripped! wtf (:

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what to say. Bye.

GORGEOUS! (:

2009-12-12T23:59:00.006+08:00

my wallpaper! :D HAHA. crazy over him. thou, he didnt play a good role in GG. but, his charm jus melt every lil girl. LOL. dammit. hes damm friggin awesome, i knw (: teeheee. my ang moh dream man~ HAHAHA. i wannnnnnnn a angggg moooohhhhh boyf lehhh~ AIYOOOHHH.

Surprisingly, i woke up @ 8am automatically. got up to do my rj. and back to bed. 10pus prepare and head fr dance lesson. fr the first time i sweat like hell. i like their facilities thr. w-h-y? cos, aft dance you can bath thr. & you'll definitely feel very shiok & refresh! (; getting the hook of it, soon.

went praying @ Bukit Batok w family then to Bukit Timah fr dinner. and head back home. hmm. text Germs this afternoon. Well, she was kinda pissed off w her collegues. NEHmind. at least i manage to make her smile infront of her phone & make ppl think shes sot de. HAHA. Keshia text me early in the morning giving me greeting of all upcoming event. bravo lahh :D hmm. Jx been busy the whole day. but, nvr fail to text me. he jus called me w a super lao lan tone that hes gg drinking w his friends. god bless his fat tummy~ WAHAHAHA.

someone's gna attitude me if he sees this. Stupid Jason! you better not spam me w any nonsense sms. I gave you cos you said you need someone to confide in okay~ anw, Zhee told me thissssss. & im supppeeerrr sad okay! tsk. im sorry.
chatting with you at night is a tired stuff.
felt all your reply at night is so reluctant tired replies ahahaha that's makes me feel so sleepy also.
nothing else fullstop

Ages.

2009-12-11T21:05:00.007+08:00

not much changes, only thing is Life has been so much wonderful (:

its been very very very long since i last post up a proper post. today, i shall do one. my blog's not dead. im jus tired & lazy. im seriously stucked! where am i gg to start? omggg.

Family shall be the first (: celeb MOM's bday on 5th DEC. bought her gifts and cake. definitely, i hope she enjoyed & like the gifts she received. needa thank this helpful boy fr acc me to Jp to get all those stuffs. thankyou, Jx.

Sch days had been really far much more better than i can ever imagine. though, politics were like here & thr. but, i dont care. im still having fun w all the cliques i have. really too blessed to have them w me. like i say, gg to sch is always an enjoyment to me :D im gg to claim my holis in 3days time. & 2papers down. friggin happyyyyy~ (:

Beloved QiaoLing Jie is finally gg to get married next yr (: the moment shes been waiting fr so long. i feel happy fr her. shes the lady i admire the most. shes the only lady i feel that her age matches whatever shes doing or thinking. text her that day when her Bro told me this news. the happiness she had in her was so awesome, that every girl desire. MRS.ONG to-be (;

Christmas is coming followed by a brand New Year then to the Lunar New Year. everytg's coming fast. time flies, really. even bef i manage to think of what i have done tday, its another day. 24hrs goes round and round. the most impt thing is i wna gooooooooo shoppinggggg! :D

credits to PohPoh fr helping me up w blog's alignment. thankyou, i love you Lovely (: that kuku SASHA. dk how to help me make. tsk! still say love me! walaoo. bluff me only lor! seven pieces my love fr you lor! HAHA. believe your eyes. its you, SASHA CHONG KER MIN! (: potiential bicker-er in class. noise wont stop w us arnd esp during L4D (;

i guess this post is long enough ehh. HAHA. i'll update more often. i will fill my blog w the same amt of enjoyment im having ._. Sweety Goodnight Readers. xoxo, ^.^

0.8 Carat Diamond Ring.

2009-12-07T08:46:00.002+08:00

the girl was moved (:

F-areen&ennie (:

2009-12-02T13:40:00.002+08:00

edited & iloveit. thats all. goodBye.

Snap Snaps!

2009-12-01T20:04:00.007+08:00

Congrats! finally i have some proper pictures to post. teehee :] some still w Germs. hmm. basically, ............... dammit. im tooooooooo (fill in the blank) to even say this -.- basically, i went partial again tday. how many partial have i took? couldn't rmb. Less than 5, i think.

Ahhhhhh! STOP partial-ing FENNIE TEO! D: its scary, i took more partial than last sem. superrr bad! NEHmind still shall say what i did during my partial time~ catched Ninja Assassin. a free flow bloody movie to the max. irritating lahh those blood. ultra disgusted by 99.9999999999999999999999999% of the show! #&^%@!

tday lunch @ Sakae Sushi. Girls are power eater toooooooo! :D HAHA. we ate like as if we wna close dwn the shop. jialat. lol. nevertheless, we had extremely countless fun! woohoo~

after everytg, everyone head home (: next movie! NEW MOON, NEW MOON, NEW MOON! i reckon this would be a marvellous movie to all. teeheee :]

tmr having Marketing. gosh. i promise that i must stay till the end. & i must. which is tough lahh. ehhhh! NO! is muthafucking TOUGH! -.- cant stand her lahh. BUT! NEHmind. i shall jus give my ears to her tmr & pray hard that i dont whine & whine. *roll eyes*

thats all, xoxo ._.

Shaggy Day~

2009-11-30T22:00:00.003+08:00
Every monday shall be Mathematics day. Modules being push forward except Marketing. & Victor will only be back next week. dammit. gonna bear w tht Faci again -.- some of my classmates dont intend to come or perhaps partial. gwad. i promise myself, i shall not leave till the end of the lesson. pray hard! D:

wee you wee you wee you wee~ dl-ed Messenger PLUS! oh-yay! i have my favourite cartoon as my msn skin! how COOL is that! HAHA. &&&&&& different PIGLET color on each convo! damm friggin CHIO~! :D thanks AI AI (: Jx being psycho-ed to dl it too. wonderful! (:

summary of my sch days. its been fun everyday without fail. hmm, next week UT 2 gonna start. aftermath will be my 3 long weeks holidays~ omfg. thats the only thing im awaiting fr so far (; once again, tmr is the Last Month of Year 2009.

saw Jeremy jus now. LOL. loves to take long route home -.- SOT. HAHA. yest went bbdc w Jx then to Westmall. lunch @ Swensen. then send me back. Thanks a Million. hmm, Zhee was @ bbdc too. too bad~ didnt saw him. HAHA.

Lalalalalalalalala~ im gg to sleeeepppppp le. yawns~ xoxo, teeheee :]

Maybe.

2009-11-28T23:21:00.003+08:00

perhaps, i didn't even realise i have a blog.

Tournament.

2009-11-25T22:28:00.009+08:00

teeheee :] Germs, Keshia & me went Gombak area thr to watch Jx's tournament. overall, tht BODOH won the title of "Best Shooter" (: *clapclap* the prize is a basketball. not bad sehh :D 2 pictures of him above.

aft the match, went Mac to have our dinner. ate the NEW! Grilled Chicken. one word : suck. HAHA. go try it & you'll get the answer. aft tht, bus-ed home. & Jx acc me back till my house area & back to his sweeet home. Thanks AHHH (;
oh-yay. during the match WE spot 2 Loose Heads. omfg. super ONE MAN SHOW. tsk tsk~ like tht what for play team. stupid OR stupid?!? HAR?! -..- LOLs. whatever it is, i think the match is pretty exiciting. okayyy. i sound SOOOOOO mountain tortise! *fuwahh*

OH-NO! im not gna believe this myself. i went partial again tday -.- VICTOR, the lesson is SUPERR B-O-R-I-N-G! not our fault ahh. & you knw its nvr our fault, cos we wasn't like this when we are w you :D basically, jus went a classmates's hostel @ RP. nice tour~ thankyou, ZhouYing (:

WOOOTS! yay-yay-yay! IT Fair is hereeeee! Germs not gg to sch tmr, due to workg @ IT Fair. dammit. feel like buying dslr! *gawd* i wannneee nehhhh! :D but, still considering lahh. HAHAH.
HANA HANA! those ppl who have been whinning me to update my blog. i've updated. & i jus totally lost the hook of updatg it everyday. too bad~ HAHA D: thanks peeps ehh. Ciaos, xoxo.

BEST LAHHH!

2009-11-24T13:20:00.004+08:00
today, my team member is One & Only P.Jx (:
LOL.
the best team ever! :D
but, nvm.
i think we'r still doing good.
bye.

Kicking Alive! ._.

2009-11-22T21:29:00.010+08:00
okayyy. some souls dragged me out to blog. i shall blog now (: oh-yay. One Million Star Season 6 is ON AIR! my fav programme of the week! :D iloveit.iloveit.iloveit

20th NOV:
FABULOUS-friday outing w clique - Germs, Keshia, Dax, Jx & Junyang. went to Bugis. K-session @ TopOne. shop arnd & i bought 1 tee and 1 shoe (; Jx bought 2 tees and 1 shoe. aft tht, cab hm w Jx. bef cab back we chit chat awhile. talked alot. teehee :] went FOX & saw the Mickey Miao Hoodie. supppeeerrr cuteee!

21st NOV:
went fr dance and then back. 1 of my friend called, super emotional. haiyoohh. another hardcore love. tsk. seventeen only laa. chill ehh girl (: felt happy tht at least you manage to laugh bef we hang up. however, if you seriously feel nothing fr him, i think you wouldn't cry. but, still you did. perhaps, you said you have let go. but mentally, you didn't. learn to let go & you'll lead a happier life (;

tday, nothing much. super bored! watching tv, reading magazines and talking on phone. jus now Jx ask me what i had fr lunch. i told him Chicken Luai(rice). HAHAHAHA! funneh! okayyy. Alan pop out frm nowhere & i was muthafucking shocked! not bcos of hes face. but hes god damm bleached hair! -.- walao. but lucky suit his face luhh. still i think ash color niceeerr! (:

tmr is jus another week. days are passing fast everyday. Dec please come fast! weeeeeeh~ tight schedules! but, i like. i shall catch some sleeeep soon! Goodnight, people :D

Meteor Rain, i saw you :D

2009-11-18T21:00:00.009+08:00
Catched this 2 movies. both i'll give 5/5! :D one is filled w comedy the other is filled w humanities. yest went to watch My Girlf is An Agent w Keshia & Jx. tday, 2012 w Keshia, Germs, Jx, Dax & Junyang (:

last night was a wonderful night i had w Keshia, Jx, Zhee, Darling & my Brother. we went Japanese Park to watch Meteor Rain (; Bro drove us thr. reached arnd 1am. stay till bout 5am then leave. YAY! i got to see ONE, jus tht ONE meteor rain shot dwn. its nicee. tht 5hrs should be worth it uh (: aft tht Bro sent all my friends home & i finally reach hm @ 6am. straight away KO, super drained -.-

slept about 4.5hrs, Keshia gave me a morning call (: thanks! :D didn't went sch tday. teehee :] meet them to watch 2012 @ CWP. aft movie, Dax wanted to Sing K. so, we went Party World. super tired luhh. sang a few and i took a nap on Keshia's lap. super comfortable siaa! (: Jx helped me to lay my jacket on me, while i was slping. thankyou hor. Dax got a Wilber Pan's voice (:

okay, Jx got Belle to talk to me on phone jus now. shes gg back le. wont be staying @ Jx hse anymre :] shes still so chatty luhh. ask me where am i, who am i with. HAHA. her last sentence made me feel so touched, "Fennie JieJie, Bye Bye!" )': But! shes superrrr hyper tday -.- & shes only 3years old ._.
OKAY~ i need to get gg to bed alr. super restless. *brrrr* GoodNight!

treasure your loved ones every second, bcos no one knws when the world is coming to an end.

The Teary Night.

2009-11-16T11:31:00.003+08:00
2.10AM received a heart wrenching msg frm L. these few days, have always been afraid to read smses she sent. i think this is a big blow to her. she cried while walking back home. she cried when talking on phone to me. yet, i felt so helpless )':

was tossing here & thr @ 1plus. felt sth bad happen. then i saw this msg. so, i acc L msged till 4plus. i can feel her crying. i can feel the pain shes receiving. i could sense the bondness she had w her. L, be strong and i'll be thr as a Sister fr you. My Condolence to L's Grandma.

gawd. i woke up at 7AM tday! -.- dad woke me up & i was like shit! haha. i bath hurriedly, changed and cab-ed to sch. jus nice! i reach sch @ 8.29AM. thankfully, 1 more min i'll be mark as LATE. aww~ DADs my saviour fr the day. i didn't knw whr i place my keys. & bef he went out hes like asking if i have keys. i still reply : YA! -.- i can't find my keys luh when i wna go out. BUT! fortunately, he left his keys fr me. iloveDAD (:

currently, 4more hrs to my last paper. yay-yay! :D alright. friday, i promise myself. i shall go shopping & movie! (: sth im gonna rant abt. i think some RP girls like funneh luh. go toilet, dowan flush aft use sia. so difficult to press the FULL/HALF flush button meh? WAHLAO. so "considerate" lo. dont wan flush then dont pee laa. TSK TSK!

tday merge team w ARIAN & DAX. super SUAY ahhh~ HAHA. Arian keep nag nag nag. Dax keep saying my team merge w his lor! he veh howlian! :] NEHmind! cos both of them so AH GUA (: the best name i can ever think fr them. *boooo* WELCOME ahh!

OFFICIALLY MARRIED to GERMAINE TEOH HUI KI ._. xoxo, iloveyou.

Freezing Soon~ :]

2009-11-14T23:46:00.006+08:00

Past few days, weather has been good. but, its too cold laa. year end is approaching. i rmb doing my reflection fr the year at the last day of Dec. every year, i'll have different kind of emotions filling in. (:

anw, went Jurong w family. initial plan was to catch 2012. but, all seats were occupied. wanted to bring them to Ajisen Ramen. but, dad say too late le, scared a wasted trip. otw fr dinner, food jus filled our talks. HAHA. (:

OH-K! im left w last paper on Mon. tht last paper gonna be a killer for sure! =/ dammit. NEHmind. i shall own the paper! HAHA. joking laa. yest Maths was FUN! :D aiyah. actually everyday also fun. everyday go class laugh only (: sometimes if the module wasn't what you'r looking forward to, friends will play the biggest role. they'll motivate you togo sch instead.

Alan wanted to drive me back frm sch yest & to Bugis. but, i didn't agree to it. i was at home and he called like im the map of Bugis. he say he can't find the shop & ask me where. im like -.- HAHA! funny laa. stupid ah fat!

AH-HA! i saw Monkey yest! (: hes still so cute. still so friendly, as usual. was asking him ORD le. doing what now. hes learning on property agent. kinda cool ehh. (;

CLASS chat on msn is always on balls, nipples and loose head. tsk. buay tahan -.- all super hyper. shoot here & thr. but, its funny laa. never fail to make me laugh when chatting as a whole (: a bunch of chatty friends though i first thought this would be a emo class. D:

Jx, i knw you'll be reading my blog FOR SURE! i LOVE my surname! dont keep calling me FENNIE PEH can?!?! can anot har?!!? HAR?!? HAR! tsk. this stupid guy has been associating my name w his surname. CUI. Darling, he crazy liao. he even thought of a name fr his son, Kreanie Peh. hear liao, i want faint!

was playing the cameriod distort face w my mom. HAHA. shall not post up those pictures. super LAME. mom says wanna go HK. yes, im waiting. shes always busy. perhaps, next year, i'll jus book the tickets & tell her its a MUST to go (:

was talking to Precious jus now. got to knw tht Milo (Jack Rusell) is hurt ): NEHmind, w LEP arnd, i knw Milo will be fine (: i think LEP is having a hard time on preparing fr his exams. & he still drove Milo all the way to Orchard. hes not only sweet to human, but to animals too. hes a very sensible son. (:

ps : pics taken by Jx including the one on the right. FIRST GUY tht i've found w good photography skill. thank God (: & M, thanks fr scolding tht blogger also even when you'r taking 3C. all the best fr your TP (;

GOOD CRITICISM, i like (;

2009-11-12T08:29:00.006+08:00
Basically, someone jus went saying about how useless is a 3A license. is anyone interested to knw what did the blogger say about us? tell me & i'll give you the link (: and im not even ashame to admit that im taking up AUTO CAR DRIVING (:

i think the blogger seems to contradict himself/herself w his/her posts. idk. & yes, please dont cry. crying doesn't help. since you love to criticise ppl that is taking 3A license. and SO PROUD that you jus pass 3C in the 1st attempt. WAH! CLEVER lor. really leh. Singapore only you'r the 1st in History to pass your 3C in the 1st attempt HOR? (:

so upset that people taking EITHER 3C OR 3A are NOT STUPID. but, its jus that thr are options fr ppl to choose (: & if 3A license is useless, would thr be this course in the first place not. OH. Singaporean look dwn on Singapore firms sia. HE/SHE thinks that Singapore firms only give ppl drive Manual car. (: I dont deny the fact that Manual car is cheap. SO? (:

i think LAA. your assumption is those who take 3A are driving EXPENSIVE cars while 3C ppl are driving CHEAP cars ehh? since Manual car is CHEAPER, mentioned by the blogger (: yes, those who take 3A definitely can't drive Manual car cos we choose to drive EXPENSIVE car mah. since we drive EXPENSIVE car, we can afford to take 3C license also what. we spend our money, YOUR PROBLEM is it? (:

take 3A then 3C = can't think? i think you'r (only YOU) SO FREE laa. we dont want to waste our time to pass TP, so we choose AUTO (: not like as if i criticise my friends who are taking Manual course. i think different people have different perception (: you have yours, others have theirs. (: you talk like a SUA KU and kept talking about your 3C LICENSE (so-brave-neh -.-) & so PROUD leh. WHY? scared ppl dont knw you pass arh? OR scared you inside car driving, ppl cant see your head? its okay (: jus LEVEL-UP your seat (:

tsk tsk. PLEASE laa. if you haven pass your driving then you think you will like tht say those 3A holders meh? why didn't you say all these critics bef you take your TP? scary-cat, afraid tht karma will befalls on you (: god bless you.

dont associate yourself unless you feel extremely guilty tht you'r the one criticising ppl ._.

end of my ranting (:

Good Day :D

2009-11-11T09:11:00.003+08:00
Marketing team changed tday. oh-say-yay! im w Germs! (: another wonderful 5weeks. teehee :] Jx super evil. don't wan same team w his wife. then we merge team. hes once again, in my team. HAHA. having UT ltr, web&new media. im gonna kill the paper! *rawrrr* :D

will be attending a concert in sch w Wong, Boss and Zihong (: by the time i reach hm, i guess i'll be damm drained.

yest dinner was a delicious. went to 163 w Darling and Jx. THANKS fr your treat uh, Jx! :D so MAN laa. hahha. i love their STINGRAY to the max! (: aft tht, head to Bpp walk walk. then Jx back to bus-stop while me & Darling went back home.

yest was Alan's last day working @ BP. so, manage to at least say a BYE to him (: he seems shocked. hahah. he asked me : "why when we first met, why didn't you talk to me?" i was like : "i dont even knw you how to talk? -.-" at least, he managed to cut my hair bef he leaves ahh. i hope he can adapt to the new workplace (;

FINALLY! my bro is back frm Aust. hahah! Jx asked me : "you seen your bro alr?" i reply him : "NO lehh. but, i saw his boxer. so, he must be back luh." :D oh yay. i had a good chat w Darling yest. heard a few young mommies story. & she was funneh. a few blocks was like black out and she quickly come to my room. she's funny luhh.

im soooooooo sleepy today! :] alright. im SUPERRRRRR craving fr PASTAMANIA! i wanna eat tht ltr! (: Ciaos.

SHIT time do happen.

2009-11-09T12:21:00.007+08:00

dont doubt! its me! (:
cameriod made me distort myself. HAHA.
its my wallpaper! :D

tday doesnt seems to be a good day fr me. was wondering if tht cup of morning Latte ruined my day or was it sth else. any proof tht cafeine can cause pissed-ness? i doubt so. so, it was sth else.

forget it. i should jus say, whatever.

end of my post.

Nobody, but THEM (:

2009-11-08T23:22:00.003+08:00

short & tiring sunday, i reckon. ship to somewhr fr some praying stuffs w family & mom's friend. hmm. aft tht, went fr dinner @ dont knw which restaurant. the crab is FRIGGIN HUGEEEEE! omggg. delicious laa. i think its a new restaurant. the boss jus go arnd askg if thr's anytg to improve (:

went manicure tday. and the nails done by the new lady was like piece of shit. see alr feel like removing. but, ASSHOLE. i can't waste my money off JUS LIKE THAT right. tsk.

basically, tmr is Monday. definitely, a sch day w ang moh faci Richard blablabla. frankly speaking, i love his lesson. jus tht, he has the habit of dragging the 6P, which definitely no one likes -.-

oh yeaa. Tues dinner w Darling & Jx. bro will be back real soon :D i miss his KUKU FACE (: hahaha. definitely, he'll look more tan that i can only see his eyes and teeth floating arnd in the air! HAHAHAH! pretty evil, i knw :P Darling ahh. ctrl ahh. no choice, we'r girls. we have to bear w tht once in every mth. stay chill ehh, meeting up SOON (;

webcam w Jx like INSANE FREAKS! :D hahaha. doing WQ's head loosing pattern (only W46M knws tht hor). he looks damm NOOB! HAHAHA :P but, hes really nice & funny luhh (:

ah har! DAV is back frm his btm. & he sound more vulgar and rough uhh. all his good impression tarnished. tsk! and he said : "NS made him bcome this way." -.- CUI. nvm, hes still doing good (: BK gave me a task. DUE DATE : 25NOV'09.

oh man~ im having sch tmr, yet i dont feel any tiredness in me. tsk. tmr morning wake up sure blow hair halfway until doze off again. idk how i do tht. hahha. time to ciaos. BYEBYE! (: nighty-nights! poly life, made me grow to love people arnd me more. *LOVES* ._.

A Stroll Back.

2009-11-06T23:19:00.004+08:00
stroll-ed back myself tday. very off mood jus now ): at least im feelg soooo muchhhh better. THANKS Jx and Fareen fr ya concern ._.

super shag laa. jus now doze off 2times when helping out. hahaa. reached home, doze off again. wake up see time 8PM le. WAH! cab to bbdc. then aft tht meet Jx at thr also. finish doing his stuffs, went bpp. bought drinks and walked back hm. & he bus-ed back.

my webcam is working so well. loving it to the max. its been a torture to me. webcam like dwn fr many mths. now, its fine. finally! lucky i didn't buy those portable webcam. lesson webcam w Scandal & Chris. night time w Jx and Wong. HAHAHA! crazy-ing nvr ends.

Jx, being too protective towards me may somehow made me wna retaliate on some things you said. Yes, you may be right. i nvr doubt you. jus tht, you knw clearly. when i nvr see, i wont believe it. this is me. however, i do trust words you say. bcos, i dont see a reason fr you harming me when you'r always showing me your concern, texting me every morning till night and acc me whenever you can. you have nvr say a word "tired."

perhaps, i may still be blinded. but, dont worry. Scandal is protective towards me too. i see your anger when we communicate. i see hes emotions in ppl treating him so unfairly. how should i described my feelg ehh? -.-

whatever it is, stay peaceful. alright. im tired and worn out. goodnight.

Cloudy MeatBall Sky Day.

2009-11-05T13:13:00.007+08:00
pictures w ZhouYing & Keshia (:

Class ppl are getting so crazy. HAHA :D whole class was talking abt the psboy. Jmen worst laa. talk until Majong stuffs also come out -.- hahah. MSN w YongSheng, drawing non-stop on the ps. SUPERRRRR DISGUSTING! =/ wooohooo~ he saved me frm Alfred (:

Jx was punked by me yest. i told him i went back w Chris. WAH! he like du lan ( pissed ) luhh. LMAO. he nvr fail to enlighten the class's atmosphere. he did a good job yest! he managed to cheer Michaela up! :D wonderful bro uh. & don't dislike Chris laa. yest he tell me "your friend like dislike me hor." TSK.

btw, Jx has a tmd FIT bicep! very zai laa! anyone needs bolster or need a sleep. lie on his arm. i gurantee you can have a good sleep throughout (: wah biangggg! supppeeeerrrr fit siaaa! this is the outcome of gg gym thrice a week uh. good good! keep going :D he must be on cloud nine tht i wrote this! HAHAHA. confirm! (;

having Marketing UT ltr on. its a damm tough one. was msn voice calling w Germs and talking to Victor. all DUCK & CHICKEN rice coming out frm him -.-

tmr should be gg down to bbdc w Jx. he NOOB. dk how to change his stuffs. hahaah. dont laugh. D: POHPOH. saturday not free to watch Caroline leh. perhaps Sunday? (:

i told Keshia im gg to get my webcam ltr. & she say "HUH? you haven get meh?" HAHAH. her reaction damm funny~ (; im verrrrryyyyyy sleeepppyyyyyyyy :O shall update if any. thts all. BYEEEEEEEE~ ._.

A Snail Morning -.- *eeeyeerrr*

2009-11-03T09:19:00.006+08:00
communication is on educating ppl on Snail. super bo-liao~ HAHAHA. serious laa. my team mate jus show me how snail mate! gan pua (very) disgusting! D: cartoons snails are soooo cute! :D here im typing, Jx is peeping behind! AHAHAHA! (;

UT is starting soon like in 2.5hrs time. gosh. i wna sleep~ *yawns* i did my own Cognitive notes ALL BY MYSELF. wonderful! :D GERMS has a bui bui cheek fr ppl to pinch. JUS PINCH ONLY LAA. free flow lehh. HAHAH D: its like gg to rain again. tsk. raining days, i dislike you.

kinda pissed due to sth. but, whatever it is, i can only pray hard tht i won't.. AHHHHH~ debating here and there. everyday like Cognitive. anyway, celebrate WONG's bday during meetg 1. i think shes either surprised or too shy. hahaa. thanks Jx fr helping me to carry th cake to sch under sucha scorching sun. (:

Darling, dont need thank me fr posting up your chio-ness picture hor (: && my convo w germs - my Bacteria! (: so cuteeeee!

Scanning my brain~

2009-11-02T11:09:00.007+08:00
super hilarious comment given by VICTOR, tht funneh Faci made me love every wed's lesson. MARKETING! (: hahaa. anw, he was saying " can YOU please jus ask ONE. jus ONE GOOD QUESTION so tht i can higher your grade " HAHAH. hes capslock made me wanna laugh~ B grades throughout. boring luhh =/

tday Jx not in sch. prrrffffff~ Mr.Burger says so weird w/o you arnd. HAHAH. so gay laa. class like so quiet LEHH~ so-not-noisy. nobody remind me to do this and tht. nvm, tmr he'll be back. but, when he comes back. i'll whine tht he's too lame. HAAHAA! life is like tht. our whine will nv end (:

THANKS ahh MARCEL & VIET! -.- i am really gg on diet! MARCEL kept pinching me like FREEE! he says i've got so much fatsssssss now! D: i shall go on diet! DIET DIET DIET! suddenly, i MISS scandal, lover and partner SOOOOO much! ):

POHPOH on MSN jus now. HAHHA. scolding bitch, asshole and bodoh to eo like madd. to have a bitch girl like her is awesome, lovely, fantastic, fabulous blablahblar~ :D

3more hours & i shall get my webcam~ pray hard tht it works well w my lappy :] saw a few of my friend's blog. has commas, full-stop, open&close inverted commas etc replaced by a word FUCK? hahaha! idk. but, my friends they jus end or start their sentence w the word : FUCK. (:

pic-ssies w bodoh POHPOH (: was on phone w NKN too :B hahhaa. i think she got fed-up. cos, i kept HAR? HAR? HAR? wasn't listening to her laa -.- &&&&&& I LOVE THE LAST PIC! (((((:

NOVEMBER is here! (;

2009-11-01T21:56:00.004+08:00
sunday, sunday, sunday is gg to end soon. having flu and headache again. thanks to the cooling weather. which i think has over-COOLED -.- hahaha. aftnoon watch Aunty Lucy dvd i bought w POHPOH. quite funny. but i still prefer the Paris & Milan de. much more funny luh. (:

im gna get a webcam asap. tsk. my com got webcam like no diff luhh. tht time i forgotten what the IT helpdesk ppl say. then went Sony say need reformat. SIAN laa. if reformat i still have to go back RP reconfigure. SEEEEEE! troublesome right. brrr~

last friday, was a partial day fr me. Faci wasn't in sch. so few of us went to watch movie aft we went for like an hour lesson. catch Jennifer's Body. this movie is SOOOOO B-O-R-I-N-G! nvm, still super fun and enjoyable day w Fareen, Germs, Sasha, Junyang & Jx. arcade and movie. not a bad friday :D

tmr's web&new media. gonna have tht angmoh Faci again. i love his english! damm man laa. hahaha. super zai laa. :D what i dislike is. hes 6P is always damm longggg~ grrr.

took some pictures w POHPOH. will upload it when she send me. & all the best fr tmr ahh, Jx. better PASS ahh! and i jus realise my mouth like weird. thts bcos i jus rem i forgotten to bring back my retainers. i have it at mom's shop. GG -.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, W.XINYI ! (: *loves*

Our Sameness.

2009-10-29T22:08:00.003+08:00
my class is getting so crazy everyday. w jokers arnd, it made the class so much more lively. i think this is more like a class (: though, there are some dislikes here and thr. but, i think everyone knws the barrier huh. :]

im super super tired. gonna KO soon -.- im sucha good girl these days. gg CE talks & doing Quiz. the only reason why im complimenting myself is bcos, in Sem 1 i've nvr done any Quiz. very slack. time to buck up cos UT 1 is on its way. NEXT WEEK. tsk. & finally someone praise me on my slping time, 10plus. thanks ahh, Zhee (: he NEVER FAIL to self admit tht i miss him alot till i have insomnia. power right? c-u-i~

im gan pua (very) tired jus now. yet, im being dragged to do sth. which seriously pisses me off like nobody's business. and the damm thing is its a WASTE of MY TIME. thanks ahh Jx. he called me and wanna me to vent my anger on him so tht i will be more happy :D hes rly good @ joking. he can make you laugh until stomach pain wan go toilet. HAHA (; KESHIA, you are getting more funny le uhh~ ;P

tmr Math. woohoo. Soon, another weekend fr me to REST. tmr they celebrating wong's bday. im sorry guys tht i couldn't attend ): but! WONG, dont worry. my heart is always w you (: hahaha. i shall wish you tmr, girl (:

Lastly, My Art Piece of P.Jx (; nice bo? Jx's laptop wallpaper hor. mai siao siao :D

The Only Way.

2009-10-27T20:19:00.012+08:00
TO ERASE, its the only way to put everytg to a stop, thts what you wished. i can say a full chunk of words to prove myself innocent. but, its your mouth. you can say whatever you want. you can carry on gossiping, targeting, blogging ABOUT ME. but, i wont care.

you'r not me, so dont assume tht those words are rly fr you. we have no ties. i dont have to waste my time on you nor talk about you. not worth it. you live your life, i live mine. dont cross over the border when we ain't even friends.

you made the decision to come to my blog. you made the decision to suspect. you made the decision to jump into conclusion. you made the decision to blog about me. you made the decision to associate your name in my words. THE DECISION is all yours. who can you blame?

for your info, this is what i learnt frm your beloved boyf. to read stuffs i shouldn't read will bring me no gain. & tht was the reason&way to why i didn't blog hopped to your blog fr mths and how i successfully forget one person.

im not holding on to any bygones. if i were to, i would still cry badly everyday. & tht person wasn't someone impt to me tht i have to bitter over his depart. lastly, i dont love him anymre & nvr will i fall fr him again. so, do not worry tht i'll still be stuck in the past to make a nuisance out thr to spoil both of em. if i were to spoil their r/s, i wouldn't have give my blessings to em.

my last time writing about you guys in my blog. IF thr's one day tht you ppl view my blog and see sth coincidentally happened which exactly happened in your side. blame yourself fr coming to my blog. blame nobody but yourself. i will give you my word tht i will nvr click your url. cos, it dosen concerns me at all. like you said, its your life. i dont have to knw anytg abt it.

aft this, if you think you still wna scribble anytg or say anytg, its up to you. your mouth, your mindset, your maturity. whatever you write, im not keen to find out. i've deleted url which are very prone to have linkage w your(s). this will halt all unecessary troubles. gby.

Thanks Jx, Germs, Fareen, PohPoh, Darling & whoever who were concerned about me. dont worry. i'll still be tht Fennie who laughs alot and lame alot like thr's no tmr (:

Sidenote : fr those who knw what happened, pls promise me tht you won't tell me whatever is happening if you see anytg. as a friend, the best you could do is to refrain mentioning their names to me or tell me whatever you saw. im not stopping anyone to view their stuffs. you can view but dont have to let me knw. cos, im in the least of interest abt what happens. thankyou (;

Never too Less.

2009-10-27T08:17:00.023+08:00

pictures w Germs, HuiJuan & Jx (: and My lil' sister (:

WeekDay again~

2009-10-26T08:53:00.005+08:00
currently in sch. body's aching everywhere. shucks. not enough slp~ *yawns* but! NVM, i had a good time last night.

yest out to Cine w Germs, Juan & Jx. initially plan was to watch movie. but decided to pool & k-box. i think. im muthafucking blurrrrr! shitass. was in the lift & i knw thr was a guy standing beside me very tall & hear his voice like very man laa. but, idk who is he. aft he stepped out. then tht Jx told me "you nvr see tht guy beside you ah? tht actor." i was like! "HUH? WHO? NVR TELL ME EARLIER!" anw, tht actor was Tay Ping Hui.

YES YES! i saw Aunty Lucy at K-Union. i bought her DVD (: he's so CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE! hahaa.

ALAH. i wasn't good @ pool. THANKS Germs & Jx ahh. taught alot, learnt alot (; we rly sang till we DROP! HAHA :D stupid Jx suggested to sing Hokkien Song -.- head hm at 11plus. thanks Jx fr sending me hm & got to cab back. SORRY LAAA. tsk. hahahs! :D

The 200th Post :D

2009-10-23T20:01:00.010+08:00
Its friday today (: a good weekend fr me to rest again~ damm shag. wna go fr a jog jus now. but, aft i reach hm, too lazy to drag myself out again. HAHA. cooling weather tonight.

Jx, thanks fr your umbrella. tday was raining & he insists tht i should take his umbrella. & text me not to get caught under the rain. thanks fr treating me my fav ice-cream! (; thanks fr refilling my bottle when its empty. you always make me laugh w this sentence : 要你敢啦 hor. FUNNEH! :]

JJ's rly a mess-er -.- fancy using my laptop to disturb my friends. he block and disturb POHPOH till she text me and say your friend very lao lan. HAHAH. hes not lao lan. hes gan pua lao lan. (:

unlimited sms is SOOOOOOO AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! ((((((; & so i psycho-ed Jx to go chnge his plan. finally. he DID. texting 24hrs a day like MADDDDDDDD! lols. no mre bombing bills, no more worry on bill and no STRESS! jus LELONG & TEXT as MUCH as YOU WANT! damm. sounds like kumar~ AHHAA! o.0

GERMS tryg to be funny luhh. i wna ask her sth. ask her to roll over. know what she do? she went dwn on the floor and REALLY ROLL~ im like =.='' i was askg her to roll herself w the chair over~ duhhh!

next BBALL lehh! Germs, faster PLAN PLAN PLAN! Victor wna challenge luhh. say what close one eye if play w me. Marketg class alr give him suan. now play bball also wan bully. KAO~

i misssssss W36F! next outing, okay? SCANDAL! you see this, dont deny! :D knw what to do huh~ (:

Fennie is Fine (;

2009-10-22T20:40:00.007+08:00

this smile, let it stay. credits to scandal (:

extremely having fun crapping @ cognitive lesson. wth. tday's lesson likea buang case~ still, i love cognitive (:
Germs like askg ppl's opinion whr to go this Sun fr W46M's outing. damm sia. her action, HAHAH. make me wanna laugh :D very funny. those few guys keep disturbing. tsk
tsk~
had a super longgg essay msn chat w Scandal. hmm, i feel like im very mean. but, i think it has seriously reached my limit. i dont wna voice out to her bcos, i feel no point. the mistakes would still be thr. so, why should i waste my breath? useless.

aft every rain, i see Sunshine. aft every cry, i see a Smile. aft every failure, i see a Success. aft every scolding, i see a Change. aft every tiffs, i see a Reunion. aft every mistakes, i see Apologies. aft every hurt, i see Numb. aft every heal, i see Hurt. aft every sleep, i see Rainbow.

Goodnight Reader. SMILE ya! (:

TIME.

2009-10-21T21:14:00.002+08:00
no rush.
things which are meant to happen,
will happen, no matter what.
a very emotional post.
sometimes, things are so hard to persue.
yet, those you didn't wan jus kept cming in.
sometimes, opportunities are given
yet, ppl dont wna grab it.
i always expect tht thr's always a tmr fr me.
but, idk if thr is rly a tmr fr me.
who will treat everyday like their last day?
however, i knw if i were to leave tmr.
i will regret, cos i have alot of things i've yet done with.
God, if possible.
give me time to accomplish everytg.
bef you take me away forever.

Its a Tuesday.

2009-10-20T21:22:00.008+08:00
Communication lesson jus went so well tday. perhaps, this was the kind of lesson i want. thou many like went partial. & not forgetting ALL THANKS to PEH JUN XIONG fr laughing at my explaination when he didn't hear finish. most impt thing is MY EXPLAINATION MAKE SENSE! ass you! :B HAHAH. dont abit abit wan tagg me back hor. tsk~

Germs, thanks fr all the songs and movies. HAHA. i always laugh at JX when he copy your agreeeE? WAHAHAHHA! :D and your uncle dao ni cum aunty dao hui -.-

My bro went Australia fr 23days. will be back next month. every weekend the room opposite mine will stay so gloomy till hes back. he text back yest night. DAMM. i was friggin touched! i think he seldom text those takecare & goodnight stuffs. this morning i read, i cried. bef he went Aus yest, he fixed my light fr me. seriously, i do miss him )':

last Sunday watched Haeundae again w POHPOH. shit. this time round, i cried even more. so bloody touching laaa! i think the guy who acted as a Life Guard looks so superly charming and pretty~ i want him! HAHAHA. :D

a friend told me this "you'r jus like a needle i found in the seabed." (: thank you.

o.o its been long~

2009-10-19T08:25:00.026+08:00

thts my last whole week's pictures. my blog is very dead and im rly neglecting it, i knw. im sick. down w cough, flu & sore throat. dammit again.
thanks to many wonderful friends around me, i love em' ALL to the max! :D
Darling - for askg me to tc of my throat, thou its still not recovering fast -.-
Jun Xiong - for making honey lemon fr me & be my medicine alarm clock, remindg me to take my medicine every few mins -.-
Jasmen - for your textes.
CheeTian - for your concern if i have recovered.
Precious - for calling up & ask abt my condition.
Scandal - for makg last Sat's outing possible (: & million thanks to those who attended the outg (:
bball friendly match w my JunXiong, JunYang, Yong Sheng, Nguyen, Fareen, Germs was FUN! and im seriously tired. wobbly legs. damm.
BYEE BYEEEEEE! im really enjoying like CRAZY! everybody say C-R-A-Z-Y~ :B

Sunday Morning ;D

2009-10-11T11:54:00.003+08:00
actually its gg afternoon alr luhh. hahaa. woke up not long ago. had a feelg tht sore throat is knockg on my door, due to? yest ice-cream, i assume -.- anyone knw whr to get my fav pepermint ice-cream? i couldn't find it ): tag me if you knw whr ehh, thanks ;D

anw, had a great day w POHPOH yest. Bugis-ed to buy stuffs i need. of cos, buying stuffs which is in my WANTS list, NOT need. HAHAH. (; POHPOH, lets have dinner tonight. how about Pasta? *yummy*

Darling, your friend Jx was askg when will it be our next movie outing! HAHAHA. i laugh at the sms he sent. LOL. funny. he went bbdc to enrol yest. next time need to travel anywhr, call him up! he'll be mre than willing to drive you arnd ;P

Jx, thanks ahhh. yest walked back hm alone aft sending POHPOH hm. was textg w him. & i reached hm & forgot to reply. HAHA. he said "dont halfway nvr reply leh. i will scared." (: joker laa. he said if anytg happen to me, must call him he'll cab dwn. by the time he come, i think im dead alr. LMAO~ (; still, thanks laaa.

not forgetting, Wilson. i told POHPOH i scared walking back alone. HAHAH. she went to tell her bro -.-'' & he text me ask me reach hm alr not. hmms, thanks ehh (:

tmr's schl day again. i jus need to look forward to it :]

if silent was the way
you wna show how you feel
i'll take it.
if silent was the only way
we could communicate
i'll want the silent
to be here w you&me
always.

Quick one, Bef I Sleep.

2009-10-09T23:25:00.003+08:00
back hm not long ago. catch this movie tgt w jx. umm. its a sad&comedy movie. i'll give it a rating of 5/5. its really a pretty good production, i could say (: damm. i cried when watchg it man. jx took out tissue fr me to wipe my tears. awww~ sweet friend ehh. hes rly another kind of gentleman. Darling, your words has proven that hes rly a nice guy. HAHAH. anw, thanks fr crapping w me so much on bus :D jx should be happy when readg this hor? haha (;

Dav has enlisted to army. all the best. do takecare~ (: however, another friend has ORD tday. hahaha. freedom yea.

im seriously exhausted. i need to sleep now. Byeeee~ *yawns*

Stressful Lesson.

2009-10-08T20:23:00.008+08:00
Cognitive has nvr been stressful since the start of Sem 1. but, tday. it almost killed me. scientific thinking, social r/s, love blablabla. PLUS a strict faci, the class was so tense up. however, w a few peeps in class like JunXiong, JunYang, Fareen, Germaine, at least class was still filled w laughters (:

tday's the first time having lunch w new classmates. JunXiong, JunYang, Fareen & WeiQiang ;D bodoh JunYang, kept calling me Tortise, Wu Gui! you zhu ba jie! bleh :B HAHAH. Fareen is making me laugh by saying Wataro teach L chinese -.-'' *faints* JunXiong is always bombing super super lame jokes. LMAO (:

on msn w that 2 J's. -.- JunYang was trying to "market" himself as a good angel. HAHA. telling me hes not mean to me & even wna help me carry my food tray. tht, i agree. in class, diff case luhh. basket. BOTH of em' are jus trying to convince me to cr8 sth. NAHS NAHS~ (;
our class seems to have a imposter. L frm the Death Note. hes name is JMEN. he rly looks like L, the way he dressed, omfg. shall post up his pics one day & you ppl shall comment! (; was heading home & heard someone callg "Fennie!" LOLS. turned & saw JunXiong. HAHAH. say ByeBye to him still wan act dao. tsk~ bth -.-

headed to CWP w Mal & BK to have Ajisen Ramen. saw Mark. glad tht he has found someone (: happy fr him. last long ehh :D then headed to interchnge w BK to take 187. coincidentally, i saw Scandal! awesome! (: took bus back tgt. hmm. Scandal, do drink lots of water & rest well ya? must recover soon~ *hugshugs*

jus bought 2 Ben&Jerry's ice-cream. yesyes. i knw its fattening. cos, i ate only one scoop of ice-cream yest & JJ was whining abt FATS, every spoon i take. thanks uhh~

weekend is coming soon. i.need.to.rest.badly :]

I Should Blog (;

2009-10-07T20:43:00.006+08:00
Marketing, i would like to love you! (: this module's Faci is damm hilarious. but, nice&scary gentleman. HAHA. tday, team w Jun Xiong, almost faint. he's damm lame&funneh. bth. dammit. you made my laughing engine start again~ tsktsk! thanks fr giving Darling a very big bomb tht im the prettiest girl in the class -.- wna tease me only LOR. kanasai~

class seems to be a lil mre fun. but, it can nvr be compared to My Beloved W36F bahs. the laughter&memories they gave, would jus stay etched & oh-so-unique. of cos, W46M will contribute to another part of my memories (:

im glad that W36F are still meetg up fr lunch and walkg back tgt. rly united, thts what many say. we all knw tht we jus wan all these friendship to keep on gg & thr'll be no finishg line to it! (;

POHPOH came to find me jus now. chat awhile. forever, we'r crapping happily away & laughing crazily away like nobody's business. BUT THEN HOR, its really funny on what i commented on a MTV. dont believe? wait fr POHPOH to tag ;B

been sms-ing Darling these few days. HAHA. shes havg exam. studyhard&all the best uh (: don't get demoralise lehh. my bro will join you next year! :D thts what you'r only lookg forward to :]

Jasmen, i think love isn't as simple/likea fairytale. indeed, love should be sweet. but, you can't rush love. it will come one day fr you, wait patiently (:

i need pics to beautify my blog badly ))))):

A Short Post.

2009-10-05T23:26:00.003+08:00
Sem 2 started. classmates a lil quiet. guess its jus a warm-up. got to know a few. so, at least wasn't bored to death. my team was alright (: idk what this module is abt. need to explore more~

dinner out to Lot 1 w Jasmen. had Pastamania, his suggestion. thanks fr rushg back frm camp & sweat like crazy. did an hour catch up talkg many past. pretty good. cos, i seem to like catch up session aft dinner nowadays. saw many of his friends, gosh. anw, we'r jus friends. nth else ya (:

my right arm has been hurting. i think i sprained or sth? not sure thou. mom helped me to massage & apply ointment, hope the LOVE she gave would heal the hurt (; parents are still the best :D sigh. carrying heavy bag w laptop is not gna pace up the healing )':

thts all. got to turn in now. its late alr. happy studying to all RP-ians (: oh yes! JJ is next to my class. Malcolm is opposite my class & Kelvin is diagonally across my class. wonderful! :D w JJ arnd, my programming is nv boring~ ._. teeheee :] *SA-YO-NA-RA*

2nd Post of the day.

2009-10-04T21:43:00.004+08:00
finally, i use the money dad give. HAHAH. seven seven five. thanks to all these digits, i manage to save a lil. alright. im happy. smiley-smiley ((((((((: thanks to Precious acc me go buy. im loving her more & more everyday~ weetweet! :D

out to Bukit Timah w POHPOH & family. omgosh. i almost forgot to take my retainers. *HENG AHH!* i rmb. if not gna make a new pair. && its not cheaappp. thankfully fr my superb memory. wahaha D:

this funneh Jasmen asked if i heard bef a song "knocking on heaven's door." i asked him back. "you heard bef jingfen knocking on your door?" he said "No. But he knws the lyrics, which is. if the guy(himself) open up the door, she(me) will eat him up." WTH -.- i show POHPOH this msg. she laugh too. HAHAH! (; damm hilarious, no joke. always trying to make me laugh when readg ur msg. duhh. you succeeded, okayy (:

was watching One Million Star V w dad. he was singing along w the singer. LMAO. he sing like. eg. the word is shou he'll goes like "shou-o-o-o-o-o" like needa breathe very hard to sing. aiyahh. idk how to say laa. damm laugh-able! teeeheee :]

oh oh~ darling told me im same class w one of her friend, W46M. 1st Q i asked her, handsome? she shook her head. hehs. too bad~ anw, schl startg tmr le. JIAYOU! :D

tmr my schl also startg. superrrrr looking forward to new classmates. not forgetting the old ones too! meet up fr lunch ya, W36F peeps (; again, my eyes are shutting. nightsnights ;D

pohpoh. dont feel tht you'r an extra to this world. this world isn't a perfect world. we've got to learn to adapt. life is always full of up&dwn, jus like my life. its the same. everytg can be solved. need someone to rant at? find me, text me. i'll always be thr to hear you out. Fennie will be the sister tht you need thr to be fr you, anytime. jus gimme a call (: rmb, ur parents do love you alot. dont let all those lil nagging/scolding stuffs blind the love they had fr you. girl, you'r very sensible cos im seeing you grow. so, be strng & you'r a good daughter (;